I used to wonder if we made a big mistake.

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So LJ, it's been a while. So what's new with me? Well... no less than 10 minutes ago did I say goodbye to my veerrrryyy best guy friend if not best friend because he moved back to California and has no plans on coming back. I'm pretty sad because... I don't know. There will never be another Ian. He was and is, without a doubt, the most unique and bitchenest person I know or will ever meet. We had a relationship that neither of us can explain. He's not my boyfriend, nor my best friend, nor my "hermano". He's Ian, and I'm Kenay-nay. Dayum, it was a good year. I hope I get to see him again. Also, my friendships have been pretty sketchy. I think I need to start fresh. I need a new start. I keep having this dream where I am on a rollercoaster who's peak is as tall as the Washington Monument and there's not much holding me in, but I never fall out even though my constraints consist of a small seatbelt and two ropes. The ride is always AMAZING but I'm so scared before each time. I take this dream as a sign that I want to do something totally crazy and exciting and dangerous and so on and so fourth. Which is deff true. Man. OH yeah and I"m really fuckin tired because I've been up for 20 hours straight and it kinda sucks cuz I don't have time to sleep before work. Kewl. And I hate my job. [H&M] Cheeaaaaa. Well I'm out I guess, I gotta fill my food-box.
Payce, fuck you all. [jk]

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