my god, its been forever.
LET IT BE KNOWN, I COPIED THIS FROM WHAT I POSTED IN MY BLURTY, SO IT MIGHT SAY SOMETHING THAT YOU DONT UNDERSTAND, BECAUSE I CANT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I UPDATED THIS THING, AND I DONT FEEL LIKE CHECKING :)
okay. so..
today was a pretty good day for me actually.. which is suprising, because, the last two weeks have been pure HELL.
i guess thats just my rapid cycling bipolar disorder
hot damn. i love those results i got.
so, lets see.. i'll try pick up where i left off... we'll see how well i do though.
are you fucking serious? the last time i updated was after the parade? MY GOD.
alright, so...
that friday- me and kkq went to josh's to pick up ERE ... & well, that was an INTERESTING night.
"whos smoking dope?" .... getting a whole shit load of food.. "are you planning on getting the munchies?" ... picnic on my bed/floor... whole thing of cheetos..... geeze, thats about all i can remember... that was SO long ago! haha.
...... i dont remember up until the next weekend.
friday - i had to work? .. yes i had to work.
saturday - .. you'll never guess.... WE WENT & PICKED UP CHASARAE god, that was exciting....... so yeh, then we went to giant and 5 below, and chas got hit on [go figure] .... and.. we came back to my house, then me, chas & ere ventured down valley road/cornhill/fisher ....... and that was exciting, so we went to see kristi at work......... haha, man. and so, he wanted to drive, so we were driving, and he WENT THE WRONG DIRECTION. oh geeze. so, yeh........ then we stopped at rutters and i drove home.. and ... then, we fucking talked about dumb shit, and watched dumb shows................... and i made him cds........ and then we got high again...... and he made me laugh. and .... i took pictures of him :)................ yeh.
sunday chas went home.. his grandma said i can come up anytime i want :) i'm so cool. ... then kristis mom came and got me, and we went and got chelsea's gecko thing, and went to walmart ...... and stuff. . yep.
i got some PRETTY FUCKING HORRIBLE news that night. i cried. fun?
i wrote a letter
.............................. i dont remember the week.
MONDAY- he came home :) thank god.
friday .. work. I HAD TO TAKE BREAK ALONE! my god :(
saturday .. went to kristi's after she got off work......... FIRST SOBER WEEKEND ALL SCHOOL YEAR. damn. BUT WE HAD FUN. hahaha, damn. we're AMAZING.
sunday - watched umm, idel hands.. and took pictures..................... we managed to loose both mine and her lipstuff that weekend. but we found them.
.......... that was thanksgiving right?
.... still dont remember during the week.
thursday- went to my gpas and slept, and had dinner, and read. and wrote another letter.
OH, i said that mr. wagner moved our seats, yeh, well.. me and julia traded. so it goes
me ----- kristi
megan - dayna
yeh, we're amazing.
friday- i really dont remember? ..... i think i worked, yeh i worked...... maybe this was the night i took a break alone? .......... YEH IT WAS. because. i was on 1 :( gross.
saturday - i have no idea.
sunday - WOO. okay, so........... ben was supposed to be picking me & kristi up some stuff........ so we went to ryans to see his puppy and he was gunna take us over........... WELL, ben didnt call.... but me and kristi christened ryans road by peeing outside haha.... great. and ..... ryan took us to the bank and we drove around.. waiting for ben to call...... bc he wouldnt answer his phone... so i said "fuck it" and ryan called his friend and got us some ERE ........ so we went to sams and got it. . then we had to go to rutters for him to get gas and eggs for his mom. so while we were waiting for him, me and kristi [well, mostly me] left ben a very WONDERFUL voicemail........... haha oh shit, was that FUNNY OR WHAT? ........................ then, we finally got ahold of him, and he yelled at me saying i was drunk, and i wasnt. i wasnt on ANYTHING. yet. :) ......... so then i was like "did you not hera the end when i said I LOVE YOU" and he goes "oh, okay" .. and everything was okay.
so, me and kristi, had fun trying to hit my ceiling with our feet, and dancing around my room, and doing dumb stuff......
monday we wake and baked. as usual. and again before she went to work.
haha shit.
then i had to go in after she got off....... and that was boring.
i dont remember work at all........ :(
ummmmm. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
this weekend. i did nothing last night. went shopping.
I SAW AMBER!!!!! i love her :)
saturday. today. oh my! its saturday. damn.
sats .... sucked.
but THANK GOD FOR SUZIE!!
we got lost going to the bathroom and getting a drink.... :)
"i think that kid is a foreign exchange student...... or retarded"
haha oh man. she decided that i am the best
gotta love her!
so yes.
my dad and brother came and got me and kristi.
we went to the diner to pick up my mom and lance.
but. my mom wasnt done yet.
and lance had called for another ride.
DUSTIN.
i talked to dustin. theyre gross boys.
we ate.
we took kristi home.
i came home and slept.
for a few hours.
i have to be at work at 6 in the mother fucking morning tomorrow. i shall die.
oh yeh, lucas. PRETTY SHADY SHIT IF YOU ASK ME BUD. i hate people that break promises then LIE about why theyre breaking them. he could of just said "dannielle, i'm sorry.. i wont have time because of thanksgiving with my family........ oh yeh and i'm ditching everything for this girl who has the same haircut as me because, college has made me like this"
and you know what i could have done? OKAY FUCK YOU.
but, no. he lied about it. that pisses me off. to no end.
whatever.
i'm done.
i love..
crack attack
ere
nipple sandwhich family
crunkaholics
MY LITTLE SISTER <3
amber
suzie
josh
michaelstephen
NOT LUCAS RIGHT NOW!
dont walk away..
YOURS MINE & OURS.
I ALMOST FORGOT
so, i was at work on thursday. and these guys come in. so i look over, and its ZB [zach brown] and some other kid. so i'm like.. hm, wonder who that is? .. so i'm filling cigarettes, and i hear that other boy start talking near my register, so i turn to see who it is and before it can even process in my mind he yells "D!!!!! and it was ZACHMAN :) [two totally different zachs] that was exciting...... so i'm talking to him and i was like "you look like youre high" and he laughs and i go "OH MY GOD! are you????" and he goes "...hahahaha,yeh" .. damn. so they baught like tasty cakes and soda. and mango phillies. and ZB was paying for it and iw as like "can i see your ID please" and he points to zachman and he goes to get it out and i was like "its okay, iknow hes 18".... haha, damn, i could get fired for that. ... even though he is 18, he would be "buying for minors" whatever. . so yeh, zachman was telling me about how he wrecked his car and stuff..... and he was like "i'm gunna be 18 in 6 months" and me and ZB look at each other and laugh and say "19?" and zachman goes "YEHHHH!!!!" and we all said how long it its until our birthdays and how old we'll be. exciting....... then they left, but it was awesome to see my zachman. WHO BY THE WAY SMOKES CAMELS NOW. ew. grossass.
oh speaking of..........
ELEVEN DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY :)
the big 1-7.
offically allowed to go see rated R movies alone.
& go into excitement video without an adult.
but still not allowed to buy anything. hahaha. :)
someone take these dreams away..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KKQ. ME AND ERE AND G LOVE YOU. & M :)
okay. so..
today was a pretty good day for me actually.. which is suprising, because, the last two weeks have been pure HELL.
i guess thats just my rapid cycling bipolar disorder
hot damn. i love those results i got.
so, lets see.. i'll try pick up where i left off... we'll see how well i do though.
are you fucking serious? the last time i updated was after the parade? MY GOD.
alright, so...
that friday- me and kkq went to josh's to pick up ERE ... & well, that was an INTERESTING night.
"whos smoking dope?" .... getting a whole shit load of food.. "are you planning on getting the munchies?" ... picnic on my bed/floor... whole thing of cheetos..... geeze, thats about all i can remember... that was SO long ago! haha.
...... i dont remember up until the next weekend.
friday - i had to work? .. yes i had to work.
saturday - .. you'll never guess.... WE WENT & PICKED UP CHASARAE god, that was exciting....... so yeh, then we went to giant and 5 below, and chas got hit on [go figure] .... and.. we came back to my house, then me, chas & ere ventured down valley road/cornhill/fisher ....... and that was exciting, so we went to see kristi at work......... haha, man. and so, he wanted to drive, so we were driving, and he WENT THE WRONG DIRECTION. oh geeze. so, yeh........ then we stopped at rutters and i drove home.. and ... then, we fucking talked about dumb shit, and watched dumb shows................... and i made him cds........ and then we got high again...... and he made me laugh. and .... i took pictures of him :)................ yeh.
sunday chas went home.. his grandma said i can come up anytime i want :) i'm so cool. ... then kristis mom came and got me, and we went and got chelsea's gecko thing, and went to walmart ...... and stuff. . yep.
i got some PRETTY FUCKING HORRIBLE news that night. i cried. fun?
i wrote a letter
.............................. i dont remember the week.
MONDAY- he came home :) thank god.
friday .. work. I HAD TO TAKE BREAK ALONE! my god :(
saturday .. went to kristi's after she got off work......... FIRST SOBER WEEKEND ALL SCHOOL YEAR. damn. BUT WE HAD FUN. hahaha, damn. we're AMAZING.
sunday - watched umm, idel hands.. and took pictures..................... we managed to loose both mine and her lipstuff that weekend. but we found them.
.......... that was thanksgiving right?
.... still dont remember during the week.
thursday- went to my gpas and slept, and had dinner, and read. and wrote another letter.
OH, i said that mr. wagner moved our seats, yeh, well.. me and julia traded. so it goes
me ----- kristi
megan - dayna
yeh, we're amazing.
friday- i really dont remember? ..... i think i worked, yeh i worked...... maybe this was the night i took a break alone? .......... YEH IT WAS. because. i was on 1 :( gross.
saturday - i have no idea.
sunday - WOO. okay, so........... ben was supposed to be picking me & kristi up some stuff........ so we went to ryans to see his puppy and he was gunna take us over........... WELL, ben didnt call.... but me and kristi christened ryans road by peeing outside haha.... great. and ..... ryan took us to the bank and we drove around.. waiting for ben to call...... bc he wouldnt answer his phone... so i said "fuck it" and ryan called his friend and got us some ERE ........ so we went to sams and got it. . then we had to go to rutters for him to get gas and eggs for his mom. so while we were waiting for him, me and kristi [well, mostly me] left ben a very WONDERFUL voicemail........... haha oh shit, was that FUNNY OR WHAT? ........................ then, we finally got ahold of him, and he yelled at me saying i was drunk, and i wasnt. i wasnt on ANYTHING. yet. :) ......... so then i was like "did you not hera the end when i said I LOVE YOU" and he goes "oh, okay" .. and everything was okay.
so, me and kristi, had fun trying to hit my ceiling with our feet, and dancing around my room, and doing dumb stuff......
monday we wake and baked. as usual. and again before she went to work.
haha shit.
then i had to go in after she got off....... and that was boring.
i dont remember work at all........ :(
ummmmm. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
this weekend. i did nothing last night. went shopping.
I SAW AMBER!!!!! i love her :)
saturday. today. oh my! its saturday. damn.
sats .... sucked.
but THANK GOD FOR SUZIE!!
we got lost going to the bathroom and getting a drink.... :)
"i think that kid is a foreign exchange student...... or retarded"
haha oh man. she decided that i am the best
gotta love her!
so yes.
my dad and brother came and got me and kristi.
we went to the diner to pick up my mom and lance.
but. my mom wasnt done yet.
and lance had called for another ride.
DUSTIN.
i talked to dustin. theyre gross boys.
we ate.
we took kristi home.
i came home and slept.
for a few hours.
i have to be at work at 6 in the mother fucking morning tomorrow. i shall die.
oh yeh, lucas. PRETTY SHADY SHIT IF YOU ASK ME BUD. i hate people that break promises then LIE about why theyre breaking them. he could of just said "dannielle, i'm sorry.. i wont have time because of thanksgiving with my family........ oh yeh and i'm ditching everything for this girl who has the same haircut as me because, college has made me like this"
and you know what i could have done? OKAY FUCK YOU.
but, no. he lied about it. that pisses me off. to no end.
whatever.
i'm done.
i love..
crack attack
ere
nipple sandwhich family
crunkaholics
MY LITTLE SISTER <3
amber
suzie
josh
michaelstephen
NOT LUCAS RIGHT NOW!
dont walk away..
YOURS MINE & OURS.
I ALMOST FORGOT
so, i was at work on thursday. and these guys come in. so i look over, and its ZB [zach brown] and some other kid. so i'm like.. hm, wonder who that is? .. so i'm filling cigarettes, and i hear that other boy start talking near my register, so i turn to see who it is and before it can even process in my mind he yells "D!!!!! and it was ZACHMAN :) [two totally different zachs] that was exciting...... so i'm talking to him and i was like "you look like youre high" and he laughs and i go "OH MY GOD! are you????" and he goes "...hahahaha,yeh" .. damn. so they baught like tasty cakes and soda. and mango phillies. and ZB was paying for it and iw as like "can i see your ID please" and he points to zachman and he goes to get it out and i was like "its okay, iknow hes 18".... haha, damn, i could get fired for that. ... even though he is 18, he would be "buying for minors" whatever. . so yeh, zachman was telling me about how he wrecked his car and stuff..... and he was like "i'm gunna be 18 in 6 months" and me and ZB look at each other and laugh and say "19?" and zachman goes "YEHHHH!!!!" and we all said how long it its until our birthdays and how old we'll be. exciting....... then they left, but it was awesome to see my zachman. WHO BY THE WAY SMOKES CAMELS NOW. ew. grossass.
oh speaking of..........
ELEVEN DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY :)
the big 1-7.
offically allowed to go see rated R movies alone.
& go into excitement video without an adult.
but still not allowed to buy anything. hahaha. :)
someone take these dreams away..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KKQ. ME AND ERE AND G LOVE YOU. & M :)