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this is completely random because I happen to be very bored right now...so whats on my mind?
*went to the xi psi Ms. Black and Gold Pageant last night. it was real nice. the girl that won should have came second though hmph! lol na it was a close competition and all the ladies were not just beautiful on the outside, they were intelligent and involved in their communities which was wonderful. Kan was an excellent mc lol..The way things were put together had me in complete awe. Alumni support had me in awe and A number of other things had me in awe but moving on...
I have pics but im lazy. so yea.
Is there some kind of photoblog website? put me on.
*I havent had a steady relationship since forever. Its been on my mind a lot lately. Im happy w/ myself and wat not but I miss dealing with a man that is actually about something. Im smart.silly.pretty (full of myself at times), focused and lady like when i want to be, so what am i doing wrong? hmmm. I am out all the time these days and still nothing. Am I in the wrong places? I was listening to the radio the other day and women were discussing their situations and the radio host said that being single has a lot to do with the "aura" u put out. so i dunno. im so damn picky and blah...I noticed that I am quick to push myself towards men that I KNOW i am feeling out of convenience which is so NOT ME! so yea god send me a man, with half a brain, dreams and a degree (or at least in the progress of completing one) because wasting myself on half-assed people is so wack. Thanks! lol
*My dad hasnt been feeling well lately. scares the shit out of me. his birthday is tomorrow hes gonna be 63. my mom passed when i was 3 so hes all i have ever had. we talk about boys. he buys me lix. he keeps me focused and has always been my role model and seeing him in pain scares me because in all seriousness he is all i have and i need him here with for years to come. eh my eyes begin to water so new topic...
*My new favorite place is the library. HOW GAY IS THAT!!!! omg. why am I always there now? even my dad is like wow. I think i have decided what direction I want to go in reference to my life. My policy class has been an eye opener and Im interested in Education policy reform so I got some books on affirmative action etc. I met this woman a couple weeks ago and she asked me what my dream was and I told her I wanted to be mayor, a few people at the table laughed but she didnt. and she said we would make that dream come true lmao shes finna be my new best friend lol
ok if someone actually reads all that thanks. if not, its ok loveth u still
*went to the xi psi Ms. Black and Gold Pageant last night. it was real nice. the girl that won should have came second though hmph! lol na it was a close competition and all the ladies were not just beautiful on the outside, they were intelligent and involved in their communities which was wonderful. Kan was an excellent mc lol..The way things were put together had me in complete awe. Alumni support had me in awe and A number of other things had me in awe but moving on...
I have pics but im lazy. so yea.
Is there some kind of photoblog website? put me on.
*I havent had a steady relationship since forever. Its been on my mind a lot lately. Im happy w/ myself and wat not but I miss dealing with a man that is actually about something. Im smart.silly.pretty (full of myself at times), focused and lady like when i want to be, so what am i doing wrong? hmmm. I am out all the time these days and still nothing. Am I in the wrong places? I was listening to the radio the other day and women were discussing their situations and the radio host said that being single has a lot to do with the "aura" u put out. so i dunno. im so damn picky and blah...I noticed that I am quick to push myself towards men that I KNOW i am feeling out of convenience which is so NOT ME! so yea god send me a man, with half a brain, dreams and a degree (or at least in the progress of completing one) because wasting myself on half-assed people is so wack. Thanks! lol
*My dad hasnt been feeling well lately. scares the shit out of me. his birthday is tomorrow hes gonna be 63. my mom passed when i was 3 so hes all i have ever had. we talk about boys. he buys me lix. he keeps me focused and has always been my role model and seeing him in pain scares me because in all seriousness he is all i have and i need him here with for years to come. eh my eyes begin to water so new topic...
*My new favorite place is the library. HOW GAY IS THAT!!!! omg. why am I always there now? even my dad is like wow. I think i have decided what direction I want to go in reference to my life. My policy class has been an eye opener and Im interested in Education policy reform so I got some books on affirmative action etc. I met this woman a couple weeks ago and she asked me what my dream was and I told her I wanted to be mayor, a few people at the table laughed but she didnt. and she said we would make that dream come true lmao shes finna be my new best friend lol
ok if someone actually reads all that thanks. if not, its ok loveth u still