im sad today
i was writing one of those long overdramatic journal entries in microsoft word and it shut down and deleted it on me, which is probably for the best but....still sucks.....im really sad today.....I think that right now i see everything how it really is and it sucks...It really sucks....I think im just goingt to curl up and stay in bed this weekend....I dont feel like leaving the house....I dont really feel like doing anything. maybe everyhting will look brighter in the morning but i wouldnt count on it.