Getting along...

[wierdchickie104]

Things are still flowing... I can't say I'm ok but I present that things are just wonderful. I am still dwelling on the facts, but I just have to realize this is out of my control. There is nothing I can do, and there is no way I can change anything. I should be focusing on my new job. I need to get it through my head that she's better, I am just lost because I will never get to hug her or tell her one last time to her face, that I love her so much. It hurts. This is the first I have gone through this and I hate it. It was unexpected, but at the same time not. All I can say is I am getting through.... Or at least I will be soon...

I hope...

They're all so far away and I just want to hold them all close so we can comfort eachother and tell one another things are going to be ok...