fever-y dreams and boredom
three and a half days in bed: you'd think it would kill this stupid cold...and now i'm not sure if this dizziness is from being sick, dream-noise, getting back on meds after four-day hiatus, or coffee. The cause does alter my reaction. oh should i leave the house? and what noisy noisy dreams i have been having these past few (don't know that i'm quite ready to jump back in)...here's a few (most in third-person or from perspective of not me): boulders crushing towns, girls in India flying through the air into vats of color, bodies tumbling through paper-rolling machines, dead man being fed to huge multi-headed grotesque sea creature, armies being crushed by sea creature, military hero being lauded, familiar-looking ampitheatre, Paris underwater with building tops turned into motorized vehicles, running from military police, children standing on squat toilets, trying to hide in the ceiling, mutated animals standing in gutters, massive migration of ancient sheep-buffalo-lion creatures, fleeing from evil wizard, turning into a dove and hiding among geese, cute dragon-bug-thing as friend to pest remover, bad bad magic and possession, repeating mantra (lord's prayer) to ward off/protect, space ship that looks like sailboat, lots of these ships, graves, haunted tombs, teen slasher murder spree, big expensive house, too many windows/entry-ways - can't lock them all, can't keep out whatever wants in...so, whatever. a million and one horror/adventure stories condensed into dream time. if i had the patience to write or paint, i'd have lots of stories and images. but i don't have the skill. and would that tell me anything about why my head is so damn full of creepiness?