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It's 10:53 pm and I have to be up at 4am. Tonight sleep is not looking good so far. Theres no way I'll fall asleep at a decent hour. That doesn't ever happen. I'm gonna crash hard tomorrow. Really, it's all worth it though. It means that I have a job now which is really all that matters. So I should stop my belly-aching.
I'm looking forward to having a job again. I miss working but mostly I miss money. It'll be so nice to have some money back in my life on a regular basis. It's also going to be a nice change of pace to not be working in a restaurant. I can wear pretty much whatever I want and look cute at work for once instead of coming home smelling like grease and burgers. I won't be making as much money as I could waiting tables but its the price I'll have to pay in exchange. I'm ok with that. I need a break.
T-mobile is still trying to fuck me with a giant bill I didn't rack up. They won't even discuss the issue with me anymore and they've passed the bill along so now I have to pay it or go to court. great. thanks t-mobile. fuck you too. They gave me the option of paying it off monthly or if I can come up with a way to pay in one go by the 27th they'll cut it in half. I certainly don't have the money and my parents won't help me out with this one. One of my beloved friends has offered me the money so i can get rid of it and pay her back on our own accord. It's a lot of money but I'm seriously thinking about taking her up on the offer. It would make my life easier. I don't like mixing friends and money but we've known each other a long time and we both know I'd never fuck her over. It's my best option right now.
Speaking of money, I'm starting to feel pretty hurt that my friends, who I thought were GOOD friends of mine, are starting to avoid me because they owe me significant amounts of money. It hurts. Because I held them in good faith I told them they could pay me monthly or at a later date as a favor to them and now they won't even answer my calls or emails or anything. Thanks a lot. It's a lot of money too. The type that I won't just forget about. Friends aren't supposed to do these things to each other. It's like a nice stab in the back. It's bullshit.
I hung out with an old friend last night. It was such a strange evening, but in a good way mostly. We used to be best friends back in high school until some drama occurred that pretty much tore him away from our friends. It was sad. All these years we've talked about how we miss him and the old days but knew things would never quite be the same , even if wounds had mended and been forgotten. But Last night felt like old times all over again. It was surreal. We all just fell back into the same roles. It was nice. I know we'll all hangout more now which makes me happy but it's going to be interesting. Things have changed a lot over the years. He has his new group of friends and we kept growing together as friends without him. There's some serious catching up to do.
I'm looking forward to having a job again. I miss working but mostly I miss money. It'll be so nice to have some money back in my life on a regular basis. It's also going to be a nice change of pace to not be working in a restaurant. I can wear pretty much whatever I want and look cute at work for once instead of coming home smelling like grease and burgers. I won't be making as much money as I could waiting tables but its the price I'll have to pay in exchange. I'm ok with that. I need a break.
T-mobile is still trying to fuck me with a giant bill I didn't rack up. They won't even discuss the issue with me anymore and they've passed the bill along so now I have to pay it or go to court. great. thanks t-mobile. fuck you too. They gave me the option of paying it off monthly or if I can come up with a way to pay in one go by the 27th they'll cut it in half. I certainly don't have the money and my parents won't help me out with this one. One of my beloved friends has offered me the money so i can get rid of it and pay her back on our own accord. It's a lot of money but I'm seriously thinking about taking her up on the offer. It would make my life easier. I don't like mixing friends and money but we've known each other a long time and we both know I'd never fuck her over. It's my best option right now.
Speaking of money, I'm starting to feel pretty hurt that my friends, who I thought were GOOD friends of mine, are starting to avoid me because they owe me significant amounts of money. It hurts. Because I held them in good faith I told them they could pay me monthly or at a later date as a favor to them and now they won't even answer my calls or emails or anything. Thanks a lot. It's a lot of money too. The type that I won't just forget about. Friends aren't supposed to do these things to each other. It's like a nice stab in the back. It's bullshit.
I hung out with an old friend last night. It was such a strange evening, but in a good way mostly. We used to be best friends back in high school until some drama occurred that pretty much tore him away from our friends. It was sad. All these years we've talked about how we miss him and the old days but knew things would never quite be the same , even if wounds had mended and been forgotten. But Last night felt like old times all over again. It was surreal. We all just fell back into the same roles. It was nice. I know we'll all hangout more now which makes me happy but it's going to be interesting. Things have changed a lot over the years. He has his new group of friends and we kept growing together as friends without him. There's some serious catching up to do.