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man... there are 2 things i don't like.
1) when p ditches me for the 2 time in a row.... i get how things are with his family, and i can't begrudge him for that. I just liked it better when he never made me any promises. It was a lot easier not to get disapointed.
2) when jp is the one to cheer me up. it confuses me when he's not an asshole and he's being so nice. I don't know what the christ is going on there. And why were things always so hot with him? i need to think about something else...
1) when p ditches me for the 2 time in a row.... i get how things are with his family, and i can't begrudge him for that. I just liked it better when he never made me any promises. It was a lot easier not to get disapointed.
2) when jp is the one to cheer me up. it confuses me when he's not an asshole and he's being so nice. I don't know what the christ is going on there. And why were things always so hot with him? i need to think about something else...