I am a jealous man, and i don't want to be anymore.
I am sick of being a nice guy... why can't i just be an emotionless asshole who is bent on personal appearance and scoring with a random chick only to leave her the next day because i conquered the territory.
Girls don't even look at me anymore... What the fuck did i do wrong here?!
I am nice to everyone i am around, I stay professional when i need to, i don't judge others, i always have a good sense of humor, and i will bend over backwards for anyone who even hints they want help.
Instead I find a gorgeous girl who is somehow showed a sliver of interest in me. She has a boyfriend who's a wet blanket and who cannot let go of fantasy in order to have fun.
She dates a possessive and mechanical boy, when there are men who are deserving of a girl like that...
It's not fair man...
I've said this once as a joke and i haven't ever said it again, but now at this point in my life, i think that it's true:
If i were to treat my girlfriend like a possession, give her limited freedoms, put a leash on her, give her affection when it will benefit me around friends, and have her buy things for me when we are out, maybe something on the side with a girl who puts out.
I would have the most beautiful, charming, intelligent, and kindest girl in the world. We'd be married at 21, and she would never be happy.
ya know, i'm a good looking guy. I have been through many things in life that has made me very strong both mentally and spiritually. I have a heart that could bear the burden of a thousand problems with room for more. But why am i getting this torn up about a girl who obviously is interested in me because of some strange feeling she has.
I know she's not faithful to her boyfriend, i know it and have proof. But i do know that i'm not one to dawdle around the idea that she's the only girl i've known in a long time that when i look at her, or when i catch her looking at me,
as soon as our eyes meet, and she shoots me a smile... My heart skips a beat and i feel like i could fly. It's all gonna be short lived, and it's gonna be awful for my heart again...
I have never been the other guy before... and i don't think i want to after what I've experienced.
What a summer... stress and disappointment. my world doesn't need to end, just change direction.
Girls don't even look at me anymore... What the fuck did i do wrong here?!
I am nice to everyone i am around, I stay professional when i need to, i don't judge others, i always have a good sense of humor, and i will bend over backwards for anyone who even hints they want help.
Instead I find a gorgeous girl who is somehow showed a sliver of interest in me. She has a boyfriend who's a wet blanket and who cannot let go of fantasy in order to have fun.
She dates a possessive and mechanical boy, when there are men who are deserving of a girl like that...
It's not fair man...
I've said this once as a joke and i haven't ever said it again, but now at this point in my life, i think that it's true:
If i were to treat my girlfriend like a possession, give her limited freedoms, put a leash on her, give her affection when it will benefit me around friends, and have her buy things for me when we are out, maybe something on the side with a girl who puts out.
I would have the most beautiful, charming, intelligent, and kindest girl in the world. We'd be married at 21, and she would never be happy.
ya know, i'm a good looking guy. I have been through many things in life that has made me very strong both mentally and spiritually. I have a heart that could bear the burden of a thousand problems with room for more. But why am i getting this torn up about a girl who obviously is interested in me because of some strange feeling she has.
I know she's not faithful to her boyfriend, i know it and have proof. But i do know that i'm not one to dawdle around the idea that she's the only girl i've known in a long time that when i look at her, or when i catch her looking at me,
as soon as our eyes meet, and she shoots me a smile... My heart skips a beat and i feel like i could fly. It's all gonna be short lived, and it's gonna be awful for my heart again...
I have never been the other guy before... and i don't think i want to after what I've experienced.
What a summer... stress and disappointment. my world doesn't need to end, just change direction.