At 4am all my dreams die.
mmm.
I slept for two hours.
I feel like crap.
I feel like my life is a huge rubix cube, but some fucker has taken off one entire side of colour, and whatever i do now is incomplete. I found some stuff out on the weekend i really didn't want to know, and walked around the city hoping some idiot would try and pick a fight with me.
one day i should really grow up. But not today.
On the bright side i did clean the ENTIRE house, and walked down chapel street with my new fashion accessory, a mop.
It was bright yellow, and it was pouring rain. so i am sure i made a comical sight, a boy and his mop.
This really bugs me, i usually never have problems, and my blithe (or should that be blind) attitude to my own health and wellbeing allows me to bull through anything that is in my way. but not at the moment. oh well.
I only ever have a desire to survive, or thrive when my continued existance would inconvienance someone else.
Life teaches us its small lessons, and we move on.
Anyway, i hope everyone had a good night/weekend.
Remember kiddies, just because my face is turned up at the sides and you can see my teeth, it doesn't mean i am smiling.
though, strangely, i am now. :)
ah well.
'Tis better to rule in hell, than serve in heaven.
I slept for two hours.
I feel like crap.
I feel like my life is a huge rubix cube, but some fucker has taken off one entire side of colour, and whatever i do now is incomplete. I found some stuff out on the weekend i really didn't want to know, and walked around the city hoping some idiot would try and pick a fight with me.
one day i should really grow up. But not today.
On the bright side i did clean the ENTIRE house, and walked down chapel street with my new fashion accessory, a mop.
It was bright yellow, and it was pouring rain. so i am sure i made a comical sight, a boy and his mop.
This really bugs me, i usually never have problems, and my blithe (or should that be blind) attitude to my own health and wellbeing allows me to bull through anything that is in my way. but not at the moment. oh well.
I only ever have a desire to survive, or thrive when my continued existance would inconvienance someone else.
Life teaches us its small lessons, and we move on.
Anyway, i hope everyone had a good night/weekend.
Remember kiddies, just because my face is turned up at the sides and you can see my teeth, it doesn't mean i am smiling.
though, strangely, i am now. :)
ah well.
'Tis better to rule in hell, than serve in heaven.