....as i try to hid

[wicshadow]

life is what you take f it....the only way you are happy is to take it sober and not hid. sleeples nights are caused by thinking to much and wishing the light will end but not by your cause so thay cant say he killed himself from depresion. Why am i me im not needed i cant ever seem to keep people happy because i have serten thing that keep me from being happy. why are we alive? Why are people assholes when were yong? why do i love? why cant i just end my life and not feel bad about others that would care? .....why do i look forward to my death? but yeat i dread it somuch. why are there so many ignorent people that see my star and think im a fuck devil worshiper when i dont even beleve in those damn religons...IM A FUCKING WICCAN! i sware the next asshole how askes if im a fucken devil worsiper will get hit right in the sid of the face, and i dont care how big thay are im sic of it......I also cant stand alcohal no mater how good it tast i will not ever drink it willingly so keep the shit away from me.and for that ass hole how fucking tuched me he will die for it if i ever see him agean he has cost me so many fucking problems and he will pay.wel for now thats all im going to put. now i might be aboule to sleep. and if you are reading this no i did not proff read this so many of the words are misspelt and i can bet its hard to understan but i wanted it directly from in me on to the computer. And do not take any of this personal(anyone) its all from my pass...well for the most part.

please dont mind this its some shit i have been holding in for to many years.