Jennas Crying
So Jenna started crying again, seems like she's done that a lot this week. I love her entirely and it kills me to see her cry but I get upset too. Especially with the way that every two or three seconds she mentions that we ought to break up. Then she said that every little thing I do bothers her. It kinda gets me thinking that maybe she wants me to break up with her so that all of her guilt would be absolved. But I dismiss the thought. I hope that if she wanted to break up with me she would. I would break up with her if thats what i wanted to do, but I don't. I love her. I explained to her why i have been the way I have been and tried to explain to her why the holidays generally suck now. You just have to enjoy today, and tomorrow, and the next day for what they are and take everything as it comes. We're gonna go get some ruby tuesdays, I hope I get the Job at Papa Johns, otherwise I will be desperately poor.