Life...or something like it..
Work is killing me. this week has been training. first two days we learned Menu. They expect us to know the entire menu, Whats in it, The abbreviations...By tomorrow. Im fucked. Im worried abotu that.
We had our roleplays yesterday where we actually served people... I didnt fuck up too bad. Didnt spill on anyone, didnt do anything too horrible. Gah. I was shaking before hand. This is my first day off in a while. and I needed it. I havent been sleeping because if Im not at work, im At sns studying. And so I havent been sleeping really. Slept a good 14 hours last night. I Was dead tired.
Im upset, I had to go to my grandmas, and Therefore i had to miss Alex's 1st yr Bday party. :( hes got 2 days till hes a year old, but his party was today. I felt like shit because of it. I still feel like shit.
I havent really been eating. Havent been hungry. too tired to eat. had some hotdogs today. Studied at my grandmas. Because its quiet there. And I needed it. But man... im so screwed. *Sighs*
Well thats really all Thats been going on. Stress. about to lose it. If I didnt need the money DESPERATLY I wouldnt have this job. But i do. and so I have it. I love the people They are great. But man..
Its gonna kill me.
We had our roleplays yesterday where we actually served people... I didnt fuck up too bad. Didnt spill on anyone, didnt do anything too horrible. Gah. I was shaking before hand. This is my first day off in a while. and I needed it. I havent been sleeping because if Im not at work, im At sns studying. And so I havent been sleeping really. Slept a good 14 hours last night. I Was dead tired.
Im upset, I had to go to my grandmas, and Therefore i had to miss Alex's 1st yr Bday party. :( hes got 2 days till hes a year old, but his party was today. I felt like shit because of it. I still feel like shit.
I havent really been eating. Havent been hungry. too tired to eat. had some hotdogs today. Studied at my grandmas. Because its quiet there. And I needed it. But man... im so screwed. *Sighs*
Well thats really all Thats been going on. Stress. about to lose it. If I didnt need the money DESPERATLY I wouldnt have this job. But i do. and so I have it. I love the people They are great. But man..
Its gonna kill me.