Oct 07, 2005 22:06
-I dont know whats up lately
-I feel awkward
-Lonely
-Extremly lonely
-I dont like doing nothing but dont call anyone either
-I have a lot to deal with work 40 hours and school two nights a week
-Im down right miserble
-I dont have fun anymore
-I feel like im the kid who ruined it all and everything
this isnt posi
-This rain isnt helping me either
-I want to just hangout and laugh
-make people laugh
-I want to go to haunted houses and apple picking.
-I need more self confidence or something
-I need to grow some balls or something
-Im sick of busting ass at work and not gaining from it.wether its pulling wire or putting devices in or moving about 70 boxes at work today heavy boxes, up a 16 foot extention ladder to stack on a shelf.
-Winter is going to suck
-Only thing i miss about Highschool is the fact i could just not go, or how many days off you get.
-Unseen AGLOBAL THREAT show on sunday IM looking foward to it.
-Jury duty monday, lamenessssssss