Im gonna be 15 in less then a month!!!
alright well..yesterday Julia came over she was suppose to spend the night then her mom decided no you cant..but while she was over we walked over to jens house. I love how her house is soo close..I ended up spending the night over there. Practically the whole night we were over at Jamies house. Amanda came over and we started talking and then we ended up going into Jamies house them lecturing us about drugs and sex then we watched half of Thirteen Its a good movie. kC told me about it. I never got to watch it with her tho :( . shit happens. O yes. I called kC's mum yesterday and Im gonna go over there over the weekend and shes gonna give me some pictures and stuff and it will be nice. I hope there isnt too much crying. I practically started crying while i was on the phone with her and then i called kelly and I was crying. I hate when im crying over the phone cuz i sound like a moron. But I cant wait til I go over there. Its gonna be soo hard seeing her room and everything and seeing where we used to hang out and then her not being there. Her mom told me that I can have something in there too. Holy Shit. Im scared to go over there so much but i gotta do it. I can get Kellys converses too ;). I no she'll be happy to see those. I hope they didnt throw them out or something. It was horrible I first started crying when I was on the phone with her when she told me that they had to take the carpet outa the basement cuz there was blood all over it. I remember when we lit her whole fucking carpet on fire and there was this big stain and I remember when she got sick and puked on that carpet. Omgosh that smelt soo bad and We had to sleep next to it. God damn drinking. I hope most of everything looks the same tho or it'll be too weird. well im outie
Nicole
Nicole