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[wickedwild420]

This whole week and the ones coming up are just gonna be horrible. Everything is going really bad. I'm grounded for something stupid. But it really doesnt matter because. What do I really have to do? Who am I gonna hang out with. Okay maybe like Jen or Shan but I don't really feel like it or just hanging with anyone.. It kinda feels good to have a break from hanging out and seeing people. Other than at school. But schools bad. Well the learning part isnt but the people are. It seems like everyone is being mean to me. It starts out 5th hour today when Kelly called me stupid.. she has a tendancie to do that to a lot of people. You would think she wouldnt learned not to do it when she did it to Chris, but she just keeps on going. So then stupid John Mic called me gay.. not to menched the guy on sunday that kept on questioning me sexuality. what the hell? Then he's like i didnt mean it blah blah blah.. then he trys to appoligise. Its a little late for that buddy. how about, fuck off. So its off to second hour. Its not soo bad I sit next to a kid and he always makes me laugh. well i think I make him laugh more but its still fun. nothing bad happened the last two hours. but I dunno I've just noticed people being mean. oh and then theres dave treating me like crap. oh let me call you back..never does. I try to talk to him on myspace. he never responds to me. Chris always tells me he likes me and not to worry about it but I always think about it. I don't think he likes me. :.... .....,mad;skf. . I'm grounded for the next two weeks to be exact. I get a brake next week though. I can't wait for next weekend. I get to go down to bloomington and spencer to see my dearest cousin katie. Im starting to tear up just thinking about it. Its soo weird we used to not have such a close relationship but we do now so its good, but I always want to see her and i miss her so bad. I just want to hug her. but the 2nd best part after just being able to see her is that we get to drink :) gleeeee. O_O! its her brothers wedding so bring on the booze. and im def. getting some because my older sisters give me it :) . I told lisa one day last week that i loved her when i got off the phone with her that was weird because ive never told her that i loved her before I bet she thought it was werid to. shes like oooooh welll i loooooooove youuuuuuuu TO! it was weird.. okay enough with the rambling.
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(c)Nicole