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BASICS
1) Name- Kailei (Kay-Lee)
2) Age- 16
3) Sex- la femme
4) Location- Wisconsin for another 26 days! (next destination: Maryland)
THE LOOKS
5) Hair color- naturally, a dark brown; currently, a dark auburn
6) Hair length- my hair is just about chin length I'd say
7) Hair style- I can put it up in a clip which is what I do when I'm cleaning or writing or concentrating. Most of the time I just spray some hairspray over it and go. The static here in WI is unbelievable. I never thought that was something that was different from place to place, but I swear it is
8) Eye color- unfortunately, I am graced with just about brown everything...my eyes are extremely plain (I do like my long lashes, though, but sometimes they can get quite annoying)
9) Race/ethnicity- I don't know...European and Middle-Eastern
10) Freckles or no? Not a lot and mostly on my shoulders, arms, or back.
11) Any beauty marks? I would be the one to know and no...
12) Birthmarks? unless you count the Wiseman Vampire Bites, no. My grandmother, mom, aunt, sister and I all have two little freckles on our necks that look exactly like vampire bites. lol.
13) Scars? Yep, two or three.
14) Shape of face (i.e.: heart shaped, round, oval, square...)- I think I was once told I have a heart shaped face but I really can't remember. They might have said oval. Yeah, one of those two.
15) What kind of nose do you have (i.e.: long, pointed, up-turned, etc)? a regular one...it's not really special or anything...it's just a nose.
16) What kind of eyes do you have (i.e.: almond shaped, big & round, hooded, etc.)? I have big eyes.
17) Height- almost 5'6''
18) Weight- just about 120
19) Do you keep your nails short or long? Normally I like them short for guard, but if they're long, I have acrylics. That way, it hurts like no other when I try to toss and rifle and I learn not to wear them during the season.
20) Do you paint your nails? not really...on ocassion, when I like to feel all pretty
21) What size jeans do you wear? size 7, I think
22) Shirt? medium to large to x-large, depending on what type of shirt it is. I like big flowing t-shirts, but for practice I wear a size medium tank top
23) Shoes? size 8
24) Are you muscular, semi-muscular, or just plain skinny/fat? I wouldn't call myself skinny, fat, or muscular. I'm just...regularly plain
25) Broad or sloping shoulder? uh...I don't know
26) Are you curvy, boy-shaped, or in-between? curvy, I would say. I have big hips.
27) What size bra do you wear? proud 38-B...I was an A for such a long time
RANDOM
28) What are your insecurities? trust...I always think that I'm gonna be betrayed
29) Do you like yourself? sometimes...I'm a really bad person. Not really nice at all, even though sometimes I play the part. I'm extremely manipulative.
30) Do you pay attention in class or daydream? My head is always in the clouds
31) Do you get your assignments done right away or do you procrastinate? It really depends on if I like the assignment given. If I do, normally I get it done right away. If not, I mostly don't even do it. (That's a bad habit that I have to break)
32) Are you a perfectionist or could you really just not give a shit? I'm a perfectionist about some things, but others...I just don't care. Grammar. That's a HUGE thing for me. I'm really anal about it, but it comes in handy sometimes.
33) Do you have any obsessions/fetishes? red hair and military men
34) Are you more serious, silly, or a little bit of both? If I'm hyper or tired, I get really silly and stuipid. But when I'm just talking with somebody, I'm usually kinda serious
35) Do you like mint or fruit flavored things better? fruit...cherry flavored anything. :-D
36) What is your dream car? Dodge pickup truck
37) What is your favorite shape? &heart;
38) Do you like to doodle? I doodle when I'm waiting or I'm bored or I just want to draw.
39) If so, what do you tend to doodle the most? I usually scrawl things like "love" (with the cursive L) or "smile" (with the weird S) or pentacles or just random things I'm thinking about
40) Do you like to read? I read like a book a day.
41) Who is your favorite author? Jane Feather or Lisa Kleypas (sp?)
42) What is your favorite genre of literature? Romance of course!
43) Do you watch more TV or movies? movies mostly
44) Which is better South Park or Spongebob Squarepants? South Park...I despise Spongebob with a passion
45) Slippers or socks? white socks
46) Do you like photos in black & white or color? black and white adds elegance, if done right. But I do like color
47) What is your favorite snack food? chips...cheddar and sour cream...I wanna see if they can come up with a cheddar, sour cream, and onion because that would just be awesome.
48) If you were about to be executed, what would your last meal be? Mac and cheese and animal crackers
49) If you went to prison, would you be the bitch or the bitch maker? the bitch maker (Andrea is helping me)
50) Are you a leader or a follower? leader...I tend to take control of things
51) Do you consider yourself unique? yeah. Andrea says, "I think you are the only one that's ever been like you...except for Hilter, no wait...you're worse"
52) What do others think about you? "control freakyish"
53) Do you have many friends? not really...enough
54) Have you ever tipped over a port-a-potty? my cousin Curtis completely deserved it.
55) With someone in it? I repeat: HE COMPLETELY DESERVED IT.
56) If not, would you? lol.
57) Have you ever played a game sexual in nature? haha....yes
58) Have you ever played a game which involved removing your clothing? yepness ;-)
59) Did you win or lose? lost, mostly
60) Do you enjoy classical art? yeah, I do.
61) Abstract art? sometimes it's hard to understand, but I can relate to that.
62) Who is your favorite artist? ...I have none
63) Do you like to write? nah...I only have an lj dedicated to my writings and I'm currently writing one poem for each of my lj friends...nah, I hate writing
64) If so, what kind of things do you like to write? poetry lately...my novel
65) Are you an introvert or an extrovert? extrovert
66) Do you or have you ever been a self-injurer? never.
67) What do you think of self-injury? I try to prevent it, especially after Brianna. I don't want anyone I know to go through that again.
68) Are you very empathetic or are you an insensitive jerk? I'm mostly an insensitive jerk...but I am empathetic to my friends
69) Did it make you giggle that this is number 69? Not really...kinda didn't even notice, I'll be honest
70) Are you immature? not really
71) What do you think of the kids that pick on substitutes? wow...you weren't kidding when you said these were random questions. I try to...well, yell at the kids. I yell a lot. Especially at people that annoy the fuck out of me.
THOUGHTS ON LIFE & YOURSELF AS A PERSON
87) What do you think about adultery? Bad, as a general rule. If a person is unhappy in a marriage, they need to either work on it or get out. However, sometimes, neither of those are options.
88) Greed & power-hungry people? Captalism has it's good points and bad ones. I think it's running over America and it's simply because everyone is obsessed with the value of money.
89) Murder? obviously, I think it's bad.
90) Reincarnation? I believe that each soul has several lives in which they learn lessons needed to reach the final resting place.
91) Do you often think of suicide? never
92) Would you ever commit suicide? never
93) Have you ever tried...and obviously failed? never.
94) Do you think you’re “hardcore”? no.
95) Do you think you’re “emo”? no.
96) “Punk”? no.
97) “Gothic”? no.
98) “Prep”? no.
99) What stereotypical high-school label did you think you fall under? "unique individual" says Kaitlyn.
100) Do you think that labels reflects you as a person, or is it just a bunch of BS that people made up to judge you? well, the label that Kaitlyn gave me is pretty much right. But most of the time, labels are just a bunch of bullshit.
101) Do you think there is actually a meaning to why we are here? Or is the universe just a random sequence of chaos and events? I think there's a meaning...I just don't know what it is.
102) Do you live to love or love to live? love to live.
103) Which of your parents are you most like? Neither, hopefully. I'd rather not take after a racist, a whore, or a bastard. (I count my first step-dad in with my parents)
104) Does it offend you when people say that you look or act like one of your parents/siblings? not really.
105) Where do you go to just sit and think? my room. Or outside for a walk.
106) Are you an intelligent person? yes, most of the time...on ocassion, when I feel like it.
107) In what area do you have a lot of knowledge? religion, writing/English, and Buffy
108) What are your interests? a lot of things. I like to try new things and meet new people. I can almost always find something to do, if I really want to.
109) What are your goals in life? to find peace
110) Do you like commercials? I always channel hop when I'm watching tv
111) Do you hate “the man”? who?
112) Do fall somewhere on the right or left wing in politics? I'm in the left wing...I think. That's liberal right?
113) Are you a paranoid person? Matt says, "That is a GOD YES!"
114) Do you like to “experiment”? haha. sure.
115) Do you think that your room reflects you as a person? oh yes. Disorganized, but if you look deep enough...there's order.
116) What would you say is most reflective of you in your room? my altar
117) Do you express yourself through your clothing/make-up? not really. I wear what's comfortable.
118) Do you realize that we come into this world alone and that we all will die alone? nah, I won't die alone.
119) What do you think about gun rights? I hope that schools are taking the necessary percautions to avoid another Columbine. That was extremely scary. I would rather no one went through that.
120) Abortion? Pro-choice.
121) Do people find you “creepy”? haha...nah!
122) Do you keep a journal? dream journal, regular journal, two ljs, one xanga
123) If so, how long have you kept it up? this lj- three months (or so) my journal- well, several journals since the sixth grade, dream journal- since the end of eighth grade.
124) Do ever go back and read previous entries and reminisce? Oh yeah. I was actually doing that last night. Looking through some entries from the beginning of ninth grade to the middle of tenth.
125) Does it depress you to think about the past? sometimes.
126) Did you have a “normal” childhood? HAHA!
127) Were you a fucked up child? only a little.
128) What do you think about dreams/nightmares? most of the time, they are messages from your subconcious
129) Are they an insight into your subconscious or do you think that it’s all just random? uh...see above
130) Which do you prefer: crayons, markers, colored pencils, regular paint, watercolors, or chalk? colored pencils
I did most of this (all except the very last question) in Newspaper today because I was completely done with deadline stuff, surprisingly. I was reading question 127 out loud and Ms. Sprain made me go buy her a laffy taffy. The funny thing is that she never catches me when I actually swear, only when I do it on accident.
I am so drained from Perspectives today. I was there for about three and a half hours after school, staring at a computer screen and doing the layout. I thought I was gonna fall over and just die. My eyes hurt so bad right now. I just thought I'd update. lol. I'm an addict.
Mr. Wopat is acting strangely. I don't know. I can't quite pinpoint it but he's acting different and I'm not sure if it's just toward me or toward everybody. I'm gonna watch him in class for a few days and see what's what. I don't really know. It's just a hunch sort of feeling. We'll see.
Well, Mom's current boyfriend is here now. We're gonna...well, I don't really know. I'm just so tired, I feel like I'm gonna fall flat on my face. I'm burned out. I need to re-energize my batteries, kick up my juices. School is just bogging me down and I want to just punch every single person who even speaks to me. That's not very good, right? But I'm just tense and on edge. 26 days, I keep repeating to myself, 26 days. And then I will be home.
1) Name- Kailei (Kay-Lee)
2) Age- 16
3) Sex- la femme
4) Location- Wisconsin for another 26 days! (next destination: Maryland)
THE LOOKS
5) Hair color- naturally, a dark brown; currently, a dark auburn
6) Hair length- my hair is just about chin length I'd say
7) Hair style- I can put it up in a clip which is what I do when I'm cleaning or writing or concentrating. Most of the time I just spray some hairspray over it and go. The static here in WI is unbelievable. I never thought that was something that was different from place to place, but I swear it is
8) Eye color- unfortunately, I am graced with just about brown everything...my eyes are extremely plain (I do like my long lashes, though, but sometimes they can get quite annoying)
9) Race/ethnicity- I don't know...European and Middle-Eastern
10) Freckles or no? Not a lot and mostly on my shoulders, arms, or back.
11) Any beauty marks? I would be the one to know and no...
12) Birthmarks? unless you count the Wiseman Vampire Bites, no. My grandmother, mom, aunt, sister and I all have two little freckles on our necks that look exactly like vampire bites. lol.
13) Scars? Yep, two or three.
14) Shape of face (i.e.: heart shaped, round, oval, square...)- I think I was once told I have a heart shaped face but I really can't remember. They might have said oval. Yeah, one of those two.
15) What kind of nose do you have (i.e.: long, pointed, up-turned, etc)? a regular one...it's not really special or anything...it's just a nose.
16) What kind of eyes do you have (i.e.: almond shaped, big & round, hooded, etc.)? I have big eyes.
17) Height- almost 5'6''
18) Weight- just about 120
19) Do you keep your nails short or long? Normally I like them short for guard, but if they're long, I have acrylics. That way, it hurts like no other when I try to toss and rifle and I learn not to wear them during the season.
20) Do you paint your nails? not really...on ocassion, when I like to feel all pretty
21) What size jeans do you wear? size 7, I think
22) Shirt? medium to large to x-large, depending on what type of shirt it is. I like big flowing t-shirts, but for practice I wear a size medium tank top
23) Shoes? size 8
24) Are you muscular, semi-muscular, or just plain skinny/fat? I wouldn't call myself skinny, fat, or muscular. I'm just...regularly plain
25) Broad or sloping shoulder? uh...I don't know
26) Are you curvy, boy-shaped, or in-between? curvy, I would say. I have big hips.
27) What size bra do you wear? proud 38-B...I was an A for such a long time
RANDOM
28) What are your insecurities? trust...I always think that I'm gonna be betrayed
29) Do you like yourself? sometimes...I'm a really bad person. Not really nice at all, even though sometimes I play the part. I'm extremely manipulative.
30) Do you pay attention in class or daydream? My head is always in the clouds
31) Do you get your assignments done right away or do you procrastinate? It really depends on if I like the assignment given. If I do, normally I get it done right away. If not, I mostly don't even do it. (That's a bad habit that I have to break)
32) Are you a perfectionist or could you really just not give a shit? I'm a perfectionist about some things, but others...I just don't care. Grammar. That's a HUGE thing for me. I'm really anal about it, but it comes in handy sometimes.
33) Do you have any obsessions/fetishes? red hair and military men
34) Are you more serious, silly, or a little bit of both? If I'm hyper or tired, I get really silly and stuipid. But when I'm just talking with somebody, I'm usually kinda serious
35) Do you like mint or fruit flavored things better? fruit...cherry flavored anything. :-D
36) What is your dream car? Dodge pickup truck
37) What is your favorite shape? &heart;
38) Do you like to doodle? I doodle when I'm waiting or I'm bored or I just want to draw.
39) If so, what do you tend to doodle the most? I usually scrawl things like "love" (with the cursive L) or "smile" (with the weird S) or pentacles or just random things I'm thinking about
40) Do you like to read? I read like a book a day.
41) Who is your favorite author? Jane Feather or Lisa Kleypas (sp?)
42) What is your favorite genre of literature? Romance of course!
43) Do you watch more TV or movies? movies mostly
44) Which is better South Park or Spongebob Squarepants? South Park...I despise Spongebob with a passion
45) Slippers or socks? white socks
46) Do you like photos in black & white or color? black and white adds elegance, if done right. But I do like color
47) What is your favorite snack food? chips...cheddar and sour cream...I wanna see if they can come up with a cheddar, sour cream, and onion because that would just be awesome.
48) If you were about to be executed, what would your last meal be? Mac and cheese and animal crackers
49) If you went to prison, would you be the bitch or the bitch maker? the bitch maker (Andrea is helping me)
50) Are you a leader or a follower? leader...I tend to take control of things
51) Do you consider yourself unique? yeah. Andrea says, "I think you are the only one that's ever been like you...except for Hilter, no wait...you're worse"
52) What do others think about you? "control freakyish"
53) Do you have many friends? not really...enough
54) Have you ever tipped over a port-a-potty? my cousin Curtis completely deserved it.
55) With someone in it? I repeat: HE COMPLETELY DESERVED IT.
56) If not, would you? lol.
57) Have you ever played a game sexual in nature? haha....yes
58) Have you ever played a game which involved removing your clothing? yepness ;-)
59) Did you win or lose? lost, mostly
60) Do you enjoy classical art? yeah, I do.
61) Abstract art? sometimes it's hard to understand, but I can relate to that.
62) Who is your favorite artist? ...I have none
63) Do you like to write? nah...I only have an lj dedicated to my writings and I'm currently writing one poem for each of my lj friends...nah, I hate writing
64) If so, what kind of things do you like to write? poetry lately...my novel
65) Are you an introvert or an extrovert? extrovert
66) Do you or have you ever been a self-injurer? never.
67) What do you think of self-injury? I try to prevent it, especially after Brianna. I don't want anyone I know to go through that again.
68) Are you very empathetic or are you an insensitive jerk? I'm mostly an insensitive jerk...but I am empathetic to my friends
69) Did it make you giggle that this is number 69? Not really...kinda didn't even notice, I'll be honest
70) Are you immature? not really
71) What do you think of the kids that pick on substitutes? wow...you weren't kidding when you said these were random questions. I try to...well, yell at the kids. I yell a lot. Especially at people that annoy the fuck out of me.
THOUGHTS ON LIFE & YOURSELF AS A PERSON
87) What do you think about adultery? Bad, as a general rule. If a person is unhappy in a marriage, they need to either work on it or get out. However, sometimes, neither of those are options.
88) Greed & power-hungry people? Captalism has it's good points and bad ones. I think it's running over America and it's simply because everyone is obsessed with the value of money.
89) Murder? obviously, I think it's bad.
90) Reincarnation? I believe that each soul has several lives in which they learn lessons needed to reach the final resting place.
91) Do you often think of suicide? never
92) Would you ever commit suicide? never
93) Have you ever tried...and obviously failed? never.
94) Do you think you’re “hardcore”? no.
95) Do you think you’re “emo”? no.
96) “Punk”? no.
97) “Gothic”? no.
98) “Prep”? no.
99) What stereotypical high-school label did you think you fall under? "unique individual" says Kaitlyn.
100) Do you think that labels reflects you as a person, or is it just a bunch of BS that people made up to judge you? well, the label that Kaitlyn gave me is pretty much right. But most of the time, labels are just a bunch of bullshit.
101) Do you think there is actually a meaning to why we are here? Or is the universe just a random sequence of chaos and events? I think there's a meaning...I just don't know what it is.
102) Do you live to love or love to live? love to live.
103) Which of your parents are you most like? Neither, hopefully. I'd rather not take after a racist, a whore, or a bastard. (I count my first step-dad in with my parents)
104) Does it offend you when people say that you look or act like one of your parents/siblings? not really.
105) Where do you go to just sit and think? my room. Or outside for a walk.
106) Are you an intelligent person? yes, most of the time...on ocassion, when I feel like it.
107) In what area do you have a lot of knowledge? religion, writing/English, and Buffy
108) What are your interests? a lot of things. I like to try new things and meet new people. I can almost always find something to do, if I really want to.
109) What are your goals in life? to find peace
110) Do you like commercials? I always channel hop when I'm watching tv
111) Do you hate “the man”? who?
112) Do fall somewhere on the right or left wing in politics? I'm in the left wing...I think. That's liberal right?
113) Are you a paranoid person? Matt says, "That is a GOD YES!"
114) Do you like to “experiment”? haha. sure.
115) Do you think that your room reflects you as a person? oh yes. Disorganized, but if you look deep enough...there's order.
116) What would you say is most reflective of you in your room? my altar
117) Do you express yourself through your clothing/make-up? not really. I wear what's comfortable.
118) Do you realize that we come into this world alone and that we all will die alone? nah, I won't die alone.
119) What do you think about gun rights? I hope that schools are taking the necessary percautions to avoid another Columbine. That was extremely scary. I would rather no one went through that.
120) Abortion? Pro-choice.
121) Do people find you “creepy”? haha...nah!
122) Do you keep a journal? dream journal, regular journal, two ljs, one xanga
123) If so, how long have you kept it up? this lj- three months (or so) my journal- well, several journals since the sixth grade, dream journal- since the end of eighth grade.
124) Do ever go back and read previous entries and reminisce? Oh yeah. I was actually doing that last night. Looking through some entries from the beginning of ninth grade to the middle of tenth.
125) Does it depress you to think about the past? sometimes.
126) Did you have a “normal” childhood? HAHA!
127) Were you a fucked up child? only a little.
128) What do you think about dreams/nightmares? most of the time, they are messages from your subconcious
129) Are they an insight into your subconscious or do you think that it’s all just random? uh...see above
130) Which do you prefer: crayons, markers, colored pencils, regular paint, watercolors, or chalk? colored pencils
I did most of this (all except the very last question) in Newspaper today because I was completely done with deadline stuff, surprisingly. I was reading question 127 out loud and Ms. Sprain made me go buy her a laffy taffy. The funny thing is that she never catches me when I actually swear, only when I do it on accident.
I am so drained from Perspectives today. I was there for about three and a half hours after school, staring at a computer screen and doing the layout. I thought I was gonna fall over and just die. My eyes hurt so bad right now. I just thought I'd update. lol. I'm an addict.
Mr. Wopat is acting strangely. I don't know. I can't quite pinpoint it but he's acting different and I'm not sure if it's just toward me or toward everybody. I'm gonna watch him in class for a few days and see what's what. I don't really know. It's just a hunch sort of feeling. We'll see.
Well, Mom's current boyfriend is here now. We're gonna...well, I don't really know. I'm just so tired, I feel like I'm gonna fall flat on my face. I'm burned out. I need to re-energize my batteries, kick up my juices. School is just bogging me down and I want to just punch every single person who even speaks to me. That's not very good, right? But I'm just tense and on edge. 26 days, I keep repeating to myself, 26 days. And then I will be home.