Mar 08, 2006 21:32
I don't even know what I've become. I can't think anymore. Nothing sounds good. I'm fake when i'm with everyone. I just can't think. I've changed a lot. All I do now is sit at home.
I wish i could think again.
I wish
i could smile
i could make people laugh
i could be what i used to be.
On a good note i'm loosing weight. not by choice. today i noticed i've lost like 5-8 pounds. I'm not even happy with it because i wish i was everything i used to be.