Mar 27, 2007 18:48
The past seven days have been quite a challenge. I saw myself gaining something important which will determine how I will live out the rest of my life and I saw someone losing a special someone. We seem to be some silly pawns in a game played by something greater than life. We laugh, we cry. I wonder if emotions are specially engineered by someone up or out there just to see how successful he is in manipulating his pawns. Everybody pursue happiness but only to achieve minute moments of it. What you gain now is exactly what you will lose later, be it in death or some sick scheming contrivance. What are we pursuing then, if happiness is only part of a moment in time? How do we determine if we have had a happy life or not? Is my character determined by some sacred geometry of the stars and am I already pre-programmed to react in a certain fashion given whatever inputs in a situation. How do you achieve contentment? Unanswered questions that lead to undesirable repercussions. We only have so little time left if we don't spend it wisely.
How sick is sick?