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so hi,been a while?i have pictures,im just too lazy to post them,but they're good take my word for it.
life has been most interesting and full of fun.theres been drama and greatness.my friends are amazing,especially my toilet,i love my toilet[the toilet is a person,im not talking about my actual toilet].i am having some trouble with a friend of mine.you know that tension that builds up deep inside you over time?it could be about anything..annoying habbits,abuse..just about everything.well it exploded the other night.x is avoiding me now,and is being very stubborn.i know what i said was snobbish,i was angry,im never angry.im surprised i said anything at all,my choice of words was flawed,but my intentions were clear,neutralize the situation because it is disrespectful to everyone else around you.all x saw,was a chance to use his jealousy to fuel a brutal verbal attack.i drove home that night clutching the crucifix,with one hand on the wheel.in my life i cannot remember if i had ever been that angry.x snubbed me the other night,avoided me all together.people cant change,but if those people acknowledge their bad traits,theyll work better to get by.
im having family drama,prayers are accepted and appreciated.since it is a live journal,its best those details are left secret.my life is amazing,my music is moving,and my spirituality is getting stronger everyday with the help of my family[friends included].
what else is new,ill be getting a car soon,ill be moving in a month,there is a girl,and my chemistry grade is suffering.
whats the same,i practice everyday 1 1/2 hours of cello[not including the work i spend 2 hourse everyday at school]1 hour of bass,run 1 1/2 miles everyday,and there is work,all day everyday,a rehersal gig wedding service or party to tend to.i wouldnt have it anyother way,i need every penny.
there is so much more i need to write about,but no time or effort to put those things into words.
this is the official announcement,next sunday,may 7th at 3:00,at the lsu union theater,i will be playing my concerto.this concert should be wonderful,the music is worth comming to listen to.nimrod,an american in paris.good stuff.the deal is,this is huge for me,i will probably sound ungodly terrible.either way i need the support.no death can excuse you,and no ''traffic'' will stop you.be there.please
god's love.
life has been most interesting and full of fun.theres been drama and greatness.my friends are amazing,especially my toilet,i love my toilet[the toilet is a person,im not talking about my actual toilet].i am having some trouble with a friend of mine.you know that tension that builds up deep inside you over time?it could be about anything..annoying habbits,abuse..just about everything.well it exploded the other night.x is avoiding me now,and is being very stubborn.i know what i said was snobbish,i was angry,im never angry.im surprised i said anything at all,my choice of words was flawed,but my intentions were clear,neutralize the situation because it is disrespectful to everyone else around you.all x saw,was a chance to use his jealousy to fuel a brutal verbal attack.i drove home that night clutching the crucifix,with one hand on the wheel.in my life i cannot remember if i had ever been that angry.x snubbed me the other night,avoided me all together.people cant change,but if those people acknowledge their bad traits,theyll work better to get by.
im having family drama,prayers are accepted and appreciated.since it is a live journal,its best those details are left secret.my life is amazing,my music is moving,and my spirituality is getting stronger everyday with the help of my family[friends included].
what else is new,ill be getting a car soon,ill be moving in a month,there is a girl,and my chemistry grade is suffering.
whats the same,i practice everyday 1 1/2 hours of cello[not including the work i spend 2 hourse everyday at school]1 hour of bass,run 1 1/2 miles everyday,and there is work,all day everyday,a rehersal gig wedding service or party to tend to.i wouldnt have it anyother way,i need every penny.
there is so much more i need to write about,but no time or effort to put those things into words.
this is the official announcement,next sunday,may 7th at 3:00,at the lsu union theater,i will be playing my concerto.this concert should be wonderful,the music is worth comming to listen to.nimrod,an american in paris.good stuff.the deal is,this is huge for me,i will probably sound ungodly terrible.either way i need the support.no death can excuse you,and no ''traffic'' will stop you.be there.please
god's love.