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I cried like a baby...Everyone did..
It didnt hit till we waled up and saw him...then it all came flooding in
It was wierd seeing his body...He didnt look like himslef..
they put on too much makeup..his face was shiny..
He looked like he was just sleeping...and at any moment you might see
a flicker of movement...and he would wake up..But he didnt...and he isnt...its sad
he didnt want to live...I guess he got his wish..There..are just those moments when you dont want to live..and you try to take the plain away...he tried...A girl at the wake kept talking about it...how he tired....so disrespectful..she shouldnt have said it...to EVEYONE...His girlfriend....didnt seem....at any loss.....
I couldnt go to the funeral..I had to work..:(
Im scared of death....i hate it...I know its part of life...but it still doesnt make things better...
Its going to be hard to go swimming....especially in eburg...knowing....thats where he took his last breath.
It didnt hit till we waled up and saw him...then it all came flooding in
It was wierd seeing his body...He didnt look like himslef..
they put on too much makeup..his face was shiny..
He looked like he was just sleeping...and at any moment you might see
a flicker of movement...and he would wake up..But he didnt...and he isnt...its sad
he didnt want to live...I guess he got his wish..There..are just those moments when you dont want to live..and you try to take the plain away...he tried...A girl at the wake kept talking about it...how he tired....so disrespectful..she shouldnt have said it...to EVEYONE...His girlfriend....didnt seem....at any loss.....
I couldnt go to the funeral..I had to work..:(
Im scared of death....i hate it...I know its part of life...but it still doesnt make things better...
Its going to be hard to go swimming....especially in eburg...knowing....thats where he took his last breath.