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Hey y'all
Another update in the Happy Life of Me!!!!
Bjorn & I are still together, getting closer by the second. He's the one I've waited for my entire life. I know it sounds cliché & very soon. But when you meet the person you're meant to be with, the person that you were designed for... you know instantly!!! You don't doubt, you just go with the feeling.
And trust me, I'm going with the feeling!!!!!
We've spent every weekend together, from fridaynight to sundaynight. Saying goodbye is soo difficult on sunday, but unfortunately it can't be avoided considering we live in different cities & we both have to work... But that might change in April though. I have to move anyway, cuz my lease is up, so there's a pretty strong possibility that'll we'll be searching for something together by that time. If I still had a lease for another year or so, I wouldn't be thinking about living together this soon, but the situation as it is, kinda leads to this conclusion allready. Besides, how can you put a timeframe on love? If it feels right, there's no specific time to be put on it right?
Like last saturdaynight, before I always said that I wanted to wait to have sex, I wanted to be sure that it was the guy for me, that it would be special - in case you hadn't figured it out yet, I was still a virgin - I even discussed this with Bjorn, that I wanted to take my time, that I didn't know when I would be ready & he was fine with that, he said that we had the rest of our lives, so why rush things? So he promised that when it would happen, it would be special for me...
SO I wasn't planning on it happening so soon, but saturdaynight, things just progressed & it felt right... So I told him I was ready. He kept asking me if I was sure, but I was. I knew what I was feeling & I knew how he felt about me... & It was right, it was magical. It was everything I always imagined my first time would be, what more could I ask for? My first time with the love of my life? How many people can say that?
So that made our bond even closer than it was before & I can't imaging anything coming between us ever... But I guess we'll have to wait & see for that. I just know that I'm happier than I have ever been & I have no regrets what so ever...
Can't wait for the rest of my life to begin!!!!
Hugs & Kisses
WickedSunshine