the day in the life of Brittany Michelle 10/6/2004
now you oficially get to read an entry from my real diary 10/6/2004
Dear Diary,
Im very pissed today!!! i cant believe ive got such a horrible dad! He cant possibly let her live here any longer. I ABSOLUTELY HATE HER! I dont think ive ever hated anyone a much as I hate her right now. Shes a BITCH and loves to get me in trouble... can you belive that ME! I think she should die of food poisionig. Maybee i could do that for her. She really has it out for me and im not the only one who sees it either. I just wish i had jess and barry god i miss them so much! Midge and dad are going to miss me when im gone. All the things i do in this mother fucking pig sty er. I should kill myself and watch their reactions when they find out and ill come back and tell them how much i hate them and i dont need them. I really think they hate me. He wont even let me go running anymore in the dark at the park! err.... ahhhhhh...THATS FUCKING BULL SHIT if you ask me! He told me the other day if he ever found me cutting again hed tear me a new ass well a fucking week before that he said do whatever the fuck you want and that he dont give a care in the world. errr. i wish they would both just like die or disappear off the face of the earth so i can go live with my aunt amy i love her sooo much she said she would take me in anyday. I dont even know if i will be living long enough to graduate high school. He thinks hes provided a great life for me psh if he did you think id be saying all this shit?? nah i didnt think so! They deffinately will be sorry when im gone cuz then they will have no one to clean the house!. I wish my mom was still here but she aint! If i could have just stayed in the house with her instead of moving in with my dad maybe just maybe shed beable to live a little longer but no i had to leave im suck a fucking screw up AHH! Maybe i could have had a better life!who knows its too loat now! I miss her alot! I will make midge and dad regret what theyve done to me! they will PAY! And me yea me will watch and laugh my fucking ass off. Me and mom always had fun together even when we were fighting. She loved me and i loved her more than anything in the world. She was like my best friend I could tell her anything. I loved her with all my heart.He just made me do more dishes that werent even dirty just for the hell of it! I think he REALLY hates me! I will deff most likely SI tonight! no doubt about it! He always tells me i buy stupid stuff well he just came home with a fucking chicked that sings the funky chicked song is that stupid or what .? YEA! No doubt about it i will SI. Iam so depressed and pissed off. Ive got to do something. I might just get mad enough to wright later !
eh i was going to put a picture of my mom in here but i dont know how so o-well!
Dear Diary,
Im very pissed today!!! i cant believe ive got such a horrible dad! He cant possibly let her live here any longer. I ABSOLUTELY HATE HER! I dont think ive ever hated anyone a much as I hate her right now. Shes a BITCH and loves to get me in trouble... can you belive that ME! I think she should die of food poisionig. Maybee i could do that for her. She really has it out for me and im not the only one who sees it either. I just wish i had jess and barry god i miss them so much! Midge and dad are going to miss me when im gone. All the things i do in this mother fucking pig sty er. I should kill myself and watch their reactions when they find out and ill come back and tell them how much i hate them and i dont need them. I really think they hate me. He wont even let me go running anymore in the dark at the park! err.... ahhhhhh...THATS FUCKING BULL SHIT if you ask me! He told me the other day if he ever found me cutting again hed tear me a new ass well a fucking week before that he said do whatever the fuck you want and that he dont give a care in the world. errr. i wish they would both just like die or disappear off the face of the earth so i can go live with my aunt amy i love her sooo much she said she would take me in anyday. I dont even know if i will be living long enough to graduate high school. He thinks hes provided a great life for me psh if he did you think id be saying all this shit?? nah i didnt think so! They deffinately will be sorry when im gone cuz then they will have no one to clean the house!. I wish my mom was still here but she aint! If i could have just stayed in the house with her instead of moving in with my dad maybe just maybe shed beable to live a little longer but no i had to leave im suck a fucking screw up AHH! Maybe i could have had a better life!who knows its too loat now! I miss her alot! I will make midge and dad regret what theyve done to me! they will PAY! And me yea me will watch and laugh my fucking ass off. Me and mom always had fun together even when we were fighting. She loved me and i loved her more than anything in the world. She was like my best friend I could tell her anything. I loved her with all my heart.He just made me do more dishes that werent even dirty just for the hell of it! I think he REALLY hates me! I will deff most likely SI tonight! no doubt about it! He always tells me i buy stupid stuff well he just came home with a fucking chicked that sings the funky chicked song is that stupid or what .? YEA! No doubt about it i will SI. Iam so depressed and pissed off. Ive got to do something. I might just get mad enough to wright later !
eh i was going to put a picture of my mom in here but i dont know how so o-well!