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ive really been neglecting this thing, its really quite pitiful I think! I need to start updating this thing!I went to the funeral it was horrible i crid i vowed NO MORE funerals EVER and it hurt me really bad to see anna and expecially travis like he was... . a walking zombie .... anna said shes never inher 14 years seen him cry... since it wa my first wake and funeral since my moms maybee ill go to another one and see if its as difficult as that one! ehh i hate funeralys... i just fell like everyones leaving me its teh 3rd person since my mom died my muddy... granny wilma... and mr.scott!! umm lets see yesterday was my dads 43 birthday ....... so we made him brownies and light 22 candles for him and i made him a scrap book of me growing up he REALLY liked it i didnt think he would but he DID!!... I was surprized.. i really was... the today we just chilled...... and i cleaned the house cuz i like with 3 slobs.. ehh cant wait till Germany!! I will have the time of my life!.. Maybe ill even stay and live there!! I already have my whole life planed... and I love it! I hit my finger on a piece of glass and I got a ump now and it hurts!! ill survive as I allways have!! ehh!! Goin to work with my dads girlfriend Midge... lets see if we get along at work.... well end up fighting watch... i will be misrable.. but i dont care i just dont want to see how bad they mess up my BEAUTIFUL job of cleaning this PIGSTY! ehh i wanna runaway and find somewhere where I can be taken care of instead of having to take care of someone else.. it totally reeks and I hate it!
ehh well imma go later
ehh well imma go later