Life or something like it
So life has been somewhat interesting. My 10th wedding aniversery was celebrated on the 1st. So much for that as the owner of my appartment building has made things a bit more difficult. He decided to evict my friends who lived here and now except for one family. Now I know that the reasons were good ones but still you don't live in the same damn apartment building and expect not to get attached to the people around you. He has also told us that this same friend is not allowed to hang out with me and my family and if he is seen on property WE will be evicted as well. stupid DF doesn't even know what he is doing it makes me so freaking mad I can't see streight!
My mother also decided to call me. Just to give me more bad news as if I really really needed anymore bad news. My grandmother has 5 years to live because she has emphazema (not sure if I spelled that right) My strong loving grandma whom I love more then life itself is dying and I haven't seen her in 10 years. God I hope that she can hold on till next summer so that I can go up to see her. She will be meeting her great-grandchildren for the first time.
More bad news also comes my way as my husbands mother is also in an old folks home and they are trying to keep her there PERMANANTLY! I can't take much more of this as it has been going on for the last year. My step-father-in-law is also losing his mother. She had some type of stroke that has left her brain dead. She has no living will or no will to say what she wants and no one can go and see her. all this death surrounding me scares the you know what out of me.
All this going on around me while I try to accomplish going to the community college. I don't even know if I can hack it anymore but the only thing I can do is keep going and plugging along or go freaking crazy from worry about those who may be leaving this world soon. I have been waiting forever and a year or something like it for my financial aide. It finally came in on Friday. So yeah lets party on like it's 1999! lol
Yesterday my best friend took me and my family to Seattle. we had such a blast. We had to run away from the stress of life for a moment. We went to the spaceneedle and had our picture taken. that was way cool. We also went to the year round carnival that was there and let the kids go on a couple of the rides. We tried to go on the streetcar as I have yet to be on one but it was closed. So we decided that we would try to go on the monorail as I have never been on one othose either but it was closed for repairs. We also went to the Old Spaghettii Factory for dinner that was way way cool.
My mother also decided to call me. Just to give me more bad news as if I really really needed anymore bad news. My grandmother has 5 years to live because she has emphazema (not sure if I spelled that right) My strong loving grandma whom I love more then life itself is dying and I haven't seen her in 10 years. God I hope that she can hold on till next summer so that I can go up to see her. She will be meeting her great-grandchildren for the first time.
More bad news also comes my way as my husbands mother is also in an old folks home and they are trying to keep her there PERMANANTLY! I can't take much more of this as it has been going on for the last year. My step-father-in-law is also losing his mother. She had some type of stroke that has left her brain dead. She has no living will or no will to say what she wants and no one can go and see her. all this death surrounding me scares the you know what out of me.
All this going on around me while I try to accomplish going to the community college. I don't even know if I can hack it anymore but the only thing I can do is keep going and plugging along or go freaking crazy from worry about those who may be leaving this world soon. I have been waiting forever and a year or something like it for my financial aide. It finally came in on Friday. So yeah lets party on like it's 1999! lol
Yesterday my best friend took me and my family to Seattle. we had such a blast. We had to run away from the stress of life for a moment. We went to the spaceneedle and had our picture taken. that was way cool. We also went to the year round carnival that was there and let the kids go on a couple of the rides. We tried to go on the streetcar as I have yet to be on one but it was closed. So we decided that we would try to go on the monorail as I have never been on one othose either but it was closed for repairs. We also went to the Old Spaghettii Factory for dinner that was way way cool.