A Poem I wrote years ago

[wickedsaphire]

You taught me I should fallow my dreams.
But how can I do that when your not here
with me to share?

You said anything is possible
if you never lose hope
but how do I go on now that your gone?

Live in the moment you have said
How can I live in the moment when
you are what has become my past?

I am now here alone.
without you trying to go on.

You came to me in a dream
to say good bye.
I remember so clearly.

How you said you were proud of me
How you would be watching over me
I remember the good times.
will they come again?
Have I become someone you wouldn't
know now that I am here alone
with out you?

What would you say now?
would you turn and walk away?
I walk to places we have been
I can still feel you with me

Here in my heart
where you belong
where you have been
since that fateful
day they took you

So am I alone?
no I am not
you will be here always

To pull me though the darkness
into the light where I walked once
in the light of your unconditional
love.

To live a life full of hope and joy
To write and be who we chose to be
look what I have become.
A writer, a mother, a wife
all those wonderful things we planned
when you were here

So go in peace my dear mother
you will always be in my heart
So you see you may be gone
but you are here in spirit
still showing that unconditional
love never to be forgotten