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[wickedraven627]

Whoo.. some things have happened. Last weekend 99x held a free concert and Crossfade, Chevelle and Seether played. Thor and I went with Daniel, AJ, and Goony. Ok so we saw ciara there and of course Daniel saw her, so they just had to talk.. I found out he took a picture of her boobs with MY camera, ok that pissed me the fuck off, I got upset but only told Stephen and Thor. Daniel could tell I was mad then he wondered why I was so upset.. wtf? I saw them kiss so that didnt make things any better. A few days later I was talking to Stephen and he made me realize that I dont need to worry about them and when I do see them do "things" just to think about Bam and think that I'm so much better then that, which I really am. ciara wants me to hang out with her on friday, I'm not going to though. I dont wanna start hanging out with her again, because when we were close its like she had a spell over me. I'm such a happier person at this moment in my life right now and I dont really need anyone to bring me down. Anyways enough about that, Savannah and I was talking and she made this off-hand comment about how she kind of was skeptical about coming to my birthday party, because my friends were gonna be there and she knew what kind of people they were.. she was talking about how they cuss, and drink and all that stuff. Seriously I wasnt gonna get drunk/high on my party because I just didnt want to, and I cant help their language, but waht bothers me is that she didnt even give me a fucking birthday call to wish me a happy one, same goes for ciara too (about the birthday call). It doesnt bother me much that she didnt come, just the fact that she had no intention of calling or anything, I expected more out of Savannah, I wasnt dissapointed when she didnt show up, more of a hurt feeling then anything. Anyways I'm out...

MCL,
Raven <3

you've never really lived until you found someone worth dying for...

...I always seem to find myself alone, jaded shell of being...