NEEEEAT
There are much bigger things in life than fretting over stupid inane situations, or petty problems that people cause...there are much bigger things in life...like death...or waiting to die.
I think whatever higher being there is, is trying to tell me this. Not punish me, but tell me this. In october, when I was going through a messy break-up, and all i could think about was myself, my grandma died...and now, at quite the convenient time...my mom just called to tell me my grandfather went to the hospital today.
Puts things in perspective.
The thing is, my grandpa died a long time ago, he is now just the shell of the man he used to be. His time is now, but it hurts to know he is just waiting around in this purgatory. Knowing you are going loose the only two grandparents i have known in a years time is hard.
Makes me realize just how important family is. How important love is, and how stupid people can be...namely me.
This holiday season is already going to be tough without my grams, christmas was our favorite time of year. I miss her. My mom bought a new angel this year for the top of our tree in honor of my grandma. This holiday season, I will make an extra effort to try and make the people who I care about, family and friends, happy. Make them smile. And feel warmth. Just like my grandma did.
Maybe this is a good thing, not that my grandpa is in the hospital, but maybe I can take this as a wake up call. Life is meant to be lived. To share happiness. Kisses under mistletoe and hot chocolate. Eggnog spiked a little to much b/c your family is well...because we are the kleins. Right now is not a time to sit and mope.
I need a hug. lol.
I think whatever higher being there is, is trying to tell me this. Not punish me, but tell me this. In october, when I was going through a messy break-up, and all i could think about was myself, my grandma died...and now, at quite the convenient time...my mom just called to tell me my grandfather went to the hospital today.
Puts things in perspective.
The thing is, my grandpa died a long time ago, he is now just the shell of the man he used to be. His time is now, but it hurts to know he is just waiting around in this purgatory. Knowing you are going loose the only two grandparents i have known in a years time is hard.
Makes me realize just how important family is. How important love is, and how stupid people can be...namely me.
This holiday season is already going to be tough without my grams, christmas was our favorite time of year. I miss her. My mom bought a new angel this year for the top of our tree in honor of my grandma. This holiday season, I will make an extra effort to try and make the people who I care about, family and friends, happy. Make them smile. And feel warmth. Just like my grandma did.
Maybe this is a good thing, not that my grandpa is in the hospital, but maybe I can take this as a wake up call. Life is meant to be lived. To share happiness. Kisses under mistletoe and hot chocolate. Eggnog spiked a little to much b/c your family is well...because we are the kleins. Right now is not a time to sit and mope.
I need a hug. lol.