What now...
I falling apart right now.. I can't sleep. Theres something bothering me. I dont feel myself anymore. I don't have the close friends I once had. I feel like I fight with them to much and shit gets to me way to easily. From stupid past experiences not getting resolved as they should be or how I think they should have been. Some bitch ass faggots gettin away with some shit. Then I have to fight more relationship problems.. and getting the feeling of betrayal way to much from people. Most of this doesnt make sense. All of what I'm writing is like a fuckin puzzle and every sentence needs deeper thought then it may seem to understand.
Other shit. I've finally finished my 4 weeks of working out so I can get my god damn kickboxing lessons or maybe boxing. I wanna learn to fight hella good now. Some more good news also is that I can hopefully get some stress taken off my shoulders by an upcoming show and hopefully my friends will go to that with me and we'll have hella fuckin fun. If they are all open minded enough.
CANT SLEEP!
Other shit. I've finally finished my 4 weeks of working out so I can get my god damn kickboxing lessons or maybe boxing. I wanna learn to fight hella good now. Some more good news also is that I can hopefully get some stress taken off my shoulders by an upcoming show and hopefully my friends will go to that with me and we'll have hella fuckin fun. If they are all open minded enough.
CANT SLEEP!