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Its amazing how you think people have your back until something bad happens then noone is anywhere to be found. i think with all this shit im going threw sometimes it would be good to end all the pain and die..... dont tell me that sounds stupid because deep down everyone has felt that way so fuck off. i also think that i let people in my life too easy i let my emotions take over and in the end i get fucked over but hey what do i know i am the one who keeps getting hurt. My fathers dying may have less than 6 months left so so will i when his life ends i will end mine as well. shut up and dont tell me not to just sit back and wait for it to happen