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I don't even know what to say here. Perhaps it's the alcohol in my system right now, but I dunno. I just miss some people. My irrational fear of losing people or making them leave me has me whining too much or getting growlish the moment someone stops talking to me for a few days and there is no other way I can talk to them cause it's really up to them if we talk...Too good to be true. No, I know I should calm down and do some other things...I know I should go out and have a life... and yesterday and today I've been having somewhat of a life...office parties and shopping/pubbing with Teej and her cousin...I would have a life tomorrow or monday, but circumstances keep that from happening. What am I doing wrong??? hah...oh well I really don't care. I'm going to bed. Goodnight