I wonder
Right now in my life I am very unhappy. My future is a complete mystery. I know that the next step I need to take is find a career. It's really hard to get myself to do it though. I've become so comfortable with working at Kohl's, going out after, and staying awake until the sun comes up. It really is the life but at the same time I feel completely useless. I feel as though there's nothing for me here. Pretty much everyone I know is in a serious relationship and that's their number 1 priority. I remember what that's like... I used to always be the one in a long term relationship and I have learned that putting your entire heart and soul into someone else is a huge mistake. There is more to life than companionship... I've been single for a long time now and I don't think there's anyone out there that's right for me. To be continued........