Jan 03, 2008 19:33
SO iam seriously thinking that I will never finish this book. It's not that it isn't good, or that I am not at the edge of my seat, cause it's such a good book. I mean I have laughed, and cried, and well shouted out in glee (while riding the skytrain and having so many people look at me-how embarrising.) See my problem is that well some of my friends thought it would be kind of them to inform me that my favorite character bites the big one(I am sure you all know who I am talking bout) and well I am now at the chapter where he dies, and I just can't bring myself to pick up the book and finish it. Its like I am in some crazy denial, it's like hmmm if I don't read it for myself then he really won't be dead, but then again I really need to finish the book, cause I am moving on Sunday and I need to put all my Harry Potter books into storage. So I am going to force myself to read it, but really if anyone could tell me away to make it less painful to read then I might do it, cause seriously I started crying even when I saw the tittle of the chapter, and that's why I had to stop. Okay I am rambling on and on and I am putting myself in the mood to read sappy post DH fanfiction, so I am shutting up now. But seriously people don't spoil other people unless they ask you to. I mean just cus I am a spoilwhore didn't mean I wanted to know that what once was two is now one..sob sob sob sob. Even worse why did SHE have to kill him of all people, I mean why kill the best, the funnest, the most amazing character. I really don't understand what the point of his death is/was other then to seperate what should never be seperated, and what's even worse is that everytime I think bout what she did to him, to them, I think about ouran and I am like OMG what if Bisco did the same thing. I think I would seriously die from a broken heart. Okay shutting up now.