get it, orchestra muffin. ¿Juegas al Quidditch? (wow, freaks are fun.)
ugh.
life really sucks right now.
actually, it doesn't really suck I'm just... in a hugely bad mood. And I have been, for like the past month. I don't really know why. So many people are bugging me, people who don't usually bug me. I feel like doing things that I know other people would be shocked or upset to see me do. I'm freaking out about college already, god knows why. I need to find a freaking JOB. I'm getting so freaking bored with guard. When was the last time that it was actually challenging?
God, I wanna kill myself.
Not literally, but you know what I mean. I'm just so bleh. I feel like freakin choppin someone's head off. I'm like... mad, sad, depressed, suicidal, AND homicidal. All rolled into one really big ball of unhappiness. And I think I've cried like 300 bazillion times in the last 4 weeks. I HATE crying. ugh. It's not like anything's even WRONG. I'm just... gahhhh!!!!!
well, woo, relient K on friday. actually looking forward to that. WoOo no practice on saturday. not that i'm doing anything.
yessss ANTI-Sadie. get it kimmy, errka, and elyse. (those are the anti-sadie-ists, right?)
oh, yeah, and I hate boys again. all of them. every single freaking boy in the whole freaking world, every freaking where.
ok, well, that might be a slight exageration (how come I don't remember how to spell that?), but it's pretty close. I hate a lot of them. let's say, I hate 2/3 of the boys in our school. and 2/5 of the guys in Texas. well, maybe only 1/3 of the guys in texas. but about 3/5 of guys in general. sounds about right. i think there are only 2 or 3 guys, out of all that I know and generally have or have had positive feelings for, that I don't currently actively hate. although, I did at one point hate that 2 or 3, too.
why can't boys be simple?
so, I'm leaving now. Time to go to bed. Good thing, because I'm really tired. woo, band concert tomorrow. uber excitement. woo.
bye.
<3nikki
"Sadie Hawkins dance, In my khaki pants, There's nothin better, oh oh oh... Girls ask the Guys, It's always a suprise, There's nothin better, baby do you like my sweater?"
life really sucks right now.
actually, it doesn't really suck I'm just... in a hugely bad mood. And I have been, for like the past month. I don't really know why. So many people are bugging me, people who don't usually bug me. I feel like doing things that I know other people would be shocked or upset to see me do. I'm freaking out about college already, god knows why. I need to find a freaking JOB. I'm getting so freaking bored with guard. When was the last time that it was actually challenging?
God, I wanna kill myself.
Not literally, but you know what I mean. I'm just so bleh. I feel like freakin choppin someone's head off. I'm like... mad, sad, depressed, suicidal, AND homicidal. All rolled into one really big ball of unhappiness. And I think I've cried like 300 bazillion times in the last 4 weeks. I HATE crying. ugh. It's not like anything's even WRONG. I'm just... gahhhh!!!!!
well, woo, relient K on friday. actually looking forward to that. WoOo no practice on saturday. not that i'm doing anything.
yessss ANTI-Sadie. get it kimmy, errka, and elyse. (those are the anti-sadie-ists, right?)
oh, yeah, and I hate boys again. all of them. every single freaking boy in the whole freaking world, every freaking where.
ok, well, that might be a slight exageration (how come I don't remember how to spell that?), but it's pretty close. I hate a lot of them. let's say, I hate 2/3 of the boys in our school. and 2/5 of the guys in Texas. well, maybe only 1/3 of the guys in texas. but about 3/5 of guys in general. sounds about right. i think there are only 2 or 3 guys, out of all that I know and generally have or have had positive feelings for, that I don't currently actively hate. although, I did at one point hate that 2 or 3, too.
why can't boys be simple?
so, I'm leaving now. Time to go to bed. Good thing, because I'm really tired. woo, band concert tomorrow. uber excitement. woo.
bye.
<3nikki
"Sadie Hawkins dance, In my khaki pants, There's nothin better, oh oh oh... Girls ask the Guys, It's always a suprise, There's nothin better, baby do you like my sweater?"