I just have to keep reminding myself of this...

[wickedkitten]

I just can't wait till I move to Los Angeles. Everything will be fine there. I will have a stable job but more importantly stable friends. I will try not to get caught up in the glitz and glamour of Hollywood but stay grounded to true friends. I will be able to trust again. I will be able to rely on myself for things. I will be able to have it all.

I anticipate this everyday. Put your best foot forward I say, although I am just one step behind. I'm running to catch up but I keep getting held back.

I'm going to come in first.