Has Anyone Ever Read You a Fairytale?
So I have no idea what's going on in my mind right now. Seriously I have no way to muddle out my thoughts. Maybe if I just wrote them down in a notebook by hand....
Someone asked me on a date. I said yes. No idea how I feel about him. No burning heart feelings or stomach feelings. Just a friend who asked me on a date. That's how it feels. Is that wrong? Am I supposed to feel something? I haven't dated anyone (or as we called it back then "going out" but this is actually dating dating) since sophomore year of high school so I am totally out of the loop. He says he's going to go see "Wicked" on Saturday when I am, but I don't know. Every guy who has said they'll do something for/with/because of me has always not. I don't know. I don't like him like I'm supposed to like him. Or how I think I should. I don't even like him. I mean, ok, that's the wrong thing to say...or is it?
Going to Wicked on Saturday. Can't wait. Seeing Caissie Levy in her (*counts*) 5th show as Elphaba in Los Angeles, and probably her 8th as Elphaba overall. Not much experience in the title role, but she sounds amazing from what I've seen on online videos, but you can't always put too much faith in those. Also hoping very much to see Megan Hilty as Glinda, but she's been ill for the past week or so and, though she did Eden's last on Sunday (night show only not matinee) and she said she was going to do Caissie's first today, I'm not sure she'll be doing the show this weekend. I guess I'll just have to wait and see. But if I don't, I'm more than ready to see Emily Rozek, because I've heard that she is incredible. All and all for me, I am expecting only a few cast members (principal) to be the same, while the rest are different. Different Nessarose, Elphaba, Boq, Madame Morrible, possibly Glinda, and a few more. I'm excited because I like to see different casts and I've heard great things about the new people coming in.
New year and still haven't changed. I'm trying to not drink coffee drinks as much (first cutting back, then hopefully eliminating) and triyng not to eat so much in general, but that failed miserably. I feel so fat and out of shape and fat and heavy. I hate it.
Don't know what to do about my hair. getting it cut/colored this Friday. Short cut (like shoulders) but I don't know what color. Mom doesn't want it black. I got two colors: Deep Ash Brown, which is what my hair was before it faded, and Soft Black, which doesn't even look black. I'm going to ask Peggy what she thinks, but I'm leaning towards Soft Black. Again, I guess we'll find out.
So now I'm going to write in a journal, which I haven't done for a while but my suitemates say it helps to write it by hand rather than on computer. so I will.
Happy 2008 everyone!
PS, I turn 20 in a month. Terrified.
Someone asked me on a date. I said yes. No idea how I feel about him. No burning heart feelings or stomach feelings. Just a friend who asked me on a date. That's how it feels. Is that wrong? Am I supposed to feel something? I haven't dated anyone (or as we called it back then "going out" but this is actually dating dating) since sophomore year of high school so I am totally out of the loop. He says he's going to go see "Wicked" on Saturday when I am, but I don't know. Every guy who has said they'll do something for/with/because of me has always not. I don't know. I don't like him like I'm supposed to like him. Or how I think I should. I don't even like him. I mean, ok, that's the wrong thing to say...or is it?
Going to Wicked on Saturday. Can't wait. Seeing Caissie Levy in her (*counts*) 5th show as Elphaba in Los Angeles, and probably her 8th as Elphaba overall. Not much experience in the title role, but she sounds amazing from what I've seen on online videos, but you can't always put too much faith in those. Also hoping very much to see Megan Hilty as Glinda, but she's been ill for the past week or so and, though she did Eden's last on Sunday (night show only not matinee) and she said she was going to do Caissie's first today, I'm not sure she'll be doing the show this weekend. I guess I'll just have to wait and see. But if I don't, I'm more than ready to see Emily Rozek, because I've heard that she is incredible. All and all for me, I am expecting only a few cast members (principal) to be the same, while the rest are different. Different Nessarose, Elphaba, Boq, Madame Morrible, possibly Glinda, and a few more. I'm excited because I like to see different casts and I've heard great things about the new people coming in.
New year and still haven't changed. I'm trying to not drink coffee drinks as much (first cutting back, then hopefully eliminating) and triyng not to eat so much in general, but that failed miserably. I feel so fat and out of shape and fat and heavy. I hate it.
Don't know what to do about my hair. getting it cut/colored this Friday. Short cut (like shoulders) but I don't know what color. Mom doesn't want it black. I got two colors: Deep Ash Brown, which is what my hair was before it faded, and Soft Black, which doesn't even look black. I'm going to ask Peggy what she thinks, but I'm leaning towards Soft Black. Again, I guess we'll find out.
So now I'm going to write in a journal, which I haven't done for a while but my suitemates say it helps to write it by hand rather than on computer. so I will.
Happy 2008 everyone!
PS, I turn 20 in a month. Terrified.