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Well, let's just say, things have been a little quiet since ... all of that went down with Faith. I mean, yeah, we run into the occasional vamps, but it really helps to have a slayer with you all the time. She actually lets me hang out with her. Pretty awesome, although, I'd really like to hang out with Cordelia, but there's no way she'd let me hang out with her. I don't know why, I think I've finally proved myself to her. Haven't I? I mean ... I didn't scream and run the last time we saw a vamp together and I think I've saved her life ...well, like twice. Trapper keepers come in handy. And the fact that I keep a stake in my Jansport. I have to living in a town like this and really, Faith can't be everywhere.
I tried out for a few things in school and pretty much got turned down for all of them. They all know, even Cordelia. I mean ... it wasn't a secret or anything. But still, I'm trying to get myself into other things and well, it just isn't working out the way that I want it to. I don't want to be a librarian geek forever, which is what Butch is calling me since everytime he comes in (about once a week) he see's me in there with Fred or someone else. It's not my fault one of my best friends is a vampire Slayer and this is where we have meetings. Besides, I'm in some cool club that he'd never even hear about and ... er, how cool is that? Not that cool. Besides, we put our lives on the line everynight. Or I try to. Before I can't take it anymore and I have to step away, but some nights I am a good diversionary act.
I just wish that Cordelia would look my way. I don't know what it takes but at this point, I'd do anything. Anything. I didn't know what yet, but well, I'd think of something. Maybe I could send her something? Would a girl like her like flowers or chocolates or ... I don't know. I think I'll talk to Faith about it. Or Fred. No, Fred, she'd help me with it! I'm sure she'd know what to do about it, not like we haven't really talked about it before since I talk about Cordelia all the time.
Well ... on the other hand, she might be actually tired of hearing about it. I don't know what to do, but either way, Miss Cordelia Chase was going to be mine.
I tried out for a few things in school and pretty much got turned down for all of them. They all know, even Cordelia. I mean ... it wasn't a secret or anything. But still, I'm trying to get myself into other things and well, it just isn't working out the way that I want it to. I don't want to be a librarian geek forever, which is what Butch is calling me since everytime he comes in (about once a week) he see's me in there with Fred or someone else. It's not my fault one of my best friends is a vampire Slayer and this is where we have meetings. Besides, I'm in some cool club that he'd never even hear about and ... er, how cool is that? Not that cool. Besides, we put our lives on the line everynight. Or I try to. Before I can't take it anymore and I have to step away, but some nights I am a good diversionary act.
I just wish that Cordelia would look my way. I don't know what it takes but at this point, I'd do anything. Anything. I didn't know what yet, but well, I'd think of something. Maybe I could send her something? Would a girl like her like flowers or chocolates or ... I don't know. I think I'll talk to Faith about it. Or Fred. No, Fred, she'd help me with it! I'm sure she'd know what to do about it, not like we haven't really talked about it before since I talk about Cordelia all the time.
Well ... on the other hand, she might be actually tired of hearing about it. I don't know what to do, but either way, Miss Cordelia Chase was going to be mine.