wish i could tell you.....
But the truth is, it just doesn't matter. Because I'm not sure I feel like writing it all down trying to explain the insanity in my head right now. I'm having fun and yet not. My life has changed alot. Who knows where it's going. I'll just ride it out. Friday was a totaly different night for me, I had a lot of fun. But I think that night might have messed up my way of thinking or caring for other things or people I usually care alot about. So I'll just leave things at that. And whether you care to post or not is not up to me anymore. Sorry if I sound rude or distant but right now.....it really doesn't seem to matter anymore....
Me
Me