keep on whispering in my ear, tell me all the things i wanna hear.
I'm actually kind of proud of myself. I just sucked it up, went to practice and did ok. I know it sounds like normally my life sucks, but in actuality it's just i always feel like shit. After practice today for once I didn't. My mom didn't drag me on too many stupid bullshit errands, she let me sleep in the car and left it running while she ran into the grocery store really quick. Another good thing is, I don't have any homework today. I mean I'm going to get going and do chapter 10 work for world history so I don't have to do it later but whatever, that's voluntary and I don't have to finish it tonight.
I'm glad. I was reading all this crap sayings that they generically assign and print in our school planners, and one went something like "look at all the days you've ever had, where you feel accomplished at the end of the day. Chances are they were all days where you got up and did something." Eleanor Roosevelt.
Yeah, so i think that sometimes that's kind of true. Unless you're a professional fatass in which case it's understandable if you just sit around but feel accomplished no matter what.
I'm contemplating wether or not to take a shower right now. I mean obviously I'm going to shower after practice (yuck), but I'm thinking since i normally wouldn't even be conciously awake for the next like 2 and a half hours maybe I could just go to sleep for a while and then take my shower. It'll mean i'm up for half the night tonight because of my daytime nap but whatever. i'm tired and my back really really hurts. It feels like it's broken and I feel like an old person. I think i fucked up my knee at practice because the right one hurts really really bad. that means something cracked, or a big storm's-a-comin. ahahahahahahahahahaha. i crack myself up. (which is a good thing because apparently no one else cracks up).
Hopefully today is productive yet relaxing. I think i'll go see a movie later. anyone care to join me?
leave some love
Rebecca
p.s. i only dropped the ball 4 and a half times today. that's a good reduction from about 25 times on average at practice. almost ONE FIFTH! yesssss
p.p.s. hoofie, have fun watching lifetime, you loser. i'm totally just kidding, you're the greatest.
I'm glad. I was reading all this crap sayings that they generically assign and print in our school planners, and one went something like "look at all the days you've ever had, where you feel accomplished at the end of the day. Chances are they were all days where you got up and did something." Eleanor Roosevelt.
Yeah, so i think that sometimes that's kind of true. Unless you're a professional fatass in which case it's understandable if you just sit around but feel accomplished no matter what.
I'm contemplating wether or not to take a shower right now. I mean obviously I'm going to shower after practice (yuck), but I'm thinking since i normally wouldn't even be conciously awake for the next like 2 and a half hours maybe I could just go to sleep for a while and then take my shower. It'll mean i'm up for half the night tonight because of my daytime nap but whatever. i'm tired and my back really really hurts. It feels like it's broken and I feel like an old person. I think i fucked up my knee at practice because the right one hurts really really bad. that means something cracked, or a big storm's-a-comin. ahahahahahahahahahaha. i crack myself up. (which is a good thing because apparently no one else cracks up).
Hopefully today is productive yet relaxing. I think i'll go see a movie later. anyone care to join me?
leave some love
Rebecca
p.s. i only dropped the ball 4 and a half times today. that's a good reduction from about 25 times on average at practice. almost ONE FIFTH! yesssss
p.p.s. hoofie, have fun watching lifetime, you loser. i'm totally just kidding, you're the greatest.