Wow!!!

Jan 03, 2007 17:17

I can't believe I forgot about this website. I seriously forgot that I had an on-line journal. How impossible. I only remembered when i saw it listed in one of my search results. So, I live in Jersey now and it's not awesome or anything but it's alright. I work for the Department of Defense for the federal government. This does not mean I do anything dangerous or anything like that. I'm a civilian employee and commissaries are under the dept. of defense. A commissary is a grocery store for the armed forces basically and the retired officers of navy, air force, and army. I basically stock shelves and whatnot which would be pretty pathetic except the government is a very well paying organization which means i can afford a new car. I've missed so much that now anyone that would actually read this ever has missed a lot too. My old car, 1997 Chevy Lumina, got totaled two weeks before I moved to New Jersey. So, when I got here my mom graciously offered to give me an 1988 Mercury Cougar. Not such a hot car. It's light blue and the back windows are tinted dark purple so it's pretty ugly, but it runs. At least it does now anyways. It has died on me, i had a headlight out, and i've had a blowout, plus another death, but we fixed a few things on it and now it's ok.
So, I ordered an 07 Mustang on November 13. I still haven't gotten it though and that I will not explain to you. It would take so much time and needless energy to type out how badly the dealership i've gone to has treated me. Anyhow, I'm angry cause I don't yet have my delicious new car that no one else has driven when i ordered it seven weeks ago. End of story.
I was seeing this guy until yesterday. I didn't break up with him but I told him we needed to slow down and back up. He got it into his head that since he wanted to have sex with me and I was interested in him, we had to have sex so he worked on seducing me and we did. Once. I could not do it again, he is totally inexperienced and I think I only felt for him because I hadn't had any for like seven months. So, I told him we had to be friends and if he couldn't deal with that then he could walk. He said alright. I was telling one of my guy friends about him and he said that my new friend sounded downright creepy and i should ditch him and run and i'm starting to think my friend is right. So, what to do? Any suggestions are acceptable. This guy is nice, but he thinks that anything he wants can be his if he tries hard enough to obtain it and this bothers me since i'm currently on that list. So, again, any suggestions will be taken seriously within reason of course.

Sorry it's been so long and thanks.

ok, so i put the little stressed dude cause

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