Still breathing
Woke up late. 20 Minutes to be exact and strangely was disappointed that I DID wake up. *sigh*
Divorce is hell, don't let anybody fool you. Even if you and your soon-to-be ex are amicable, on good terms, hating each other, fighting, it's hard.
I find I feel like I mourn more than anything else and this morning (even tho I didn't have time) took 5 minutes to do some meditation. Something I haven't done in YEARS!!!
When I finally got myself off the floor, I kind of felt better but still not 100%. I look around and realize, shit! Where did all my friends go?
Anyway, Here at work, it's raining and gray outside which doesn't help my mood any. I WILL get through this...I'm like a cat that way, I always manage to land on my feet, but I really need to stop and take deep breaths once in awhile.
Happy Hump Day, World.
Peace out!
(as Taylor would say!)!
Divorce is hell, don't let anybody fool you. Even if you and your soon-to-be ex are amicable, on good terms, hating each other, fighting, it's hard.
I find I feel like I mourn more than anything else and this morning (even tho I didn't have time) took 5 minutes to do some meditation. Something I haven't done in YEARS!!!
When I finally got myself off the floor, I kind of felt better but still not 100%. I look around and realize, shit! Where did all my friends go?
Anyway, Here at work, it's raining and gray outside which doesn't help my mood any. I WILL get through this...I'm like a cat that way, I always manage to land on my feet, but I really need to stop and take deep breaths once in awhile.
Happy Hump Day, World.
Peace out!
(as Taylor would say!)!
