pardon me while i emo
so i am home tonight for the first night in a few days after crashing at ppls pad mostly jeffs for the past few days. i just dont have the energy to drive hom to just drive back. so i crash.
amide a furious semeseter of 11 units and hours at work and starting my internship and being two days late...
i need a moment to cry.
i dont feel overly emotional but i feel the need to cry. as if im letting the air of a baloon before its been blownup...
the music is probably not helping. between killing me softly sideways and if i ever leave this world alive i have been hit by a lot of emotional feelings tied to those songs.
my nana. my kat. my best friend.
all of whom i miss very very much. i miss their faces. i miss my nanas laught. i miss my kitties moew and cuddling on my neck. i miss my bestfriends proximity and closeness.
for that matter i miss my daddy and the man i used to look up to, i miss my mom in some weird way too. im so hard on that poor woman.
amide a furious semeseter of 11 units and hours at work and starting my internship and being two days late...
i need a moment to cry.
i dont feel overly emotional but i feel the need to cry. as if im letting the air of a baloon before its been blownup...
the music is probably not helping. between killing me softly sideways and if i ever leave this world alive i have been hit by a lot of emotional feelings tied to those songs.
my nana. my kat. my best friend.
all of whom i miss very very much. i miss their faces. i miss my nanas laught. i miss my kitties moew and cuddling on my neck. i miss my bestfriends proximity and closeness.
for that matter i miss my daddy and the man i used to look up to, i miss my mom in some weird way too. im so hard on that poor woman.