Jun 17, 2009 20:23
So -
My best friend hates me cause I'm shit.
My mom move to Wyoming.
My dad isn't talking to me. Unless he needs something.
My friend Dill moved to Idaho.
HE is gonna be PISSED at me when he finds out.
I can't stop thinking about this 19 year old kid.
Fin Aid sucks balls.
Derek is stuck in Florida and all I wanna do is pall around with him wicked bad.
Biff - wow. Is all I can say on that one. Blew my mind yet again.
I am totally sexually inexperienced and retarded and awkward. Oh well.
My computer is telling me it has a virus and wants me to buy somet $80 updated program since its been like 4 years since this thing has worked. Yay laptops and technology.
I have 21 mintues left on my cell phone before I go over.
I'm tired and NOT sleeping well. Especially cause of the first thing listed on here.
I have like 5 books to finish before and IF I start grad school in the fall.
I'm building up my walls to cushion the blow and I did this to sabotage any hope of happiness with HIM that I ever may have had.
Sigh. I want to cry. And the one person that gets me isnt answering her phone cause she hates me.
I quit. I really do. I just quit everything. I'm going to Oregon. Or Colorado. Or fuck it maybe i'll join the navy.