life thus far
I haven't really been updating much lately. Too busy I guess. Heres how things are going I guess:
- I am still at bold chino. i still hate it. im about to go into a 2 hour staff meeting with just me and allen. and my yearly review is due by the 15th. haha. that should be interesting considering allen wasnt here for 6 months. he really isnt that bad. and in all honesty im here because it provides the flexibility i am loooking for in a job. with mom dad and matt and grandma, i need to be able to take off when i wwant, wear jeans everyday, and watch ugly betty and messa round on the internet all day. as long as i get my work done. which is no problem most of the time. except for calls. i hate doing calls. ugh.
- i am still at home. i got a queen size bed that used to be my moms and then was matts for a while. its cool. my room is a perpetual mess. i need a dresser like really bad.
- i took a second job. im being paid by the state to help dad do the stuff that he can't really do that well any more. mostly pick things off hte floor, lift heavy stuff, do laundry, cook, clean, set up the bathroom for his showers. $9 an hour to clean my house and help my dad isnt bad. the bad part is the 33 hours per week that it takes. that plus 37 hours at bold, im fucking exhausted. but its okay. it sjust for right now.
- my eyes are really tired.
- matt has been out of his moms house for over a month now. blissful i must say. its hard at the same time. since he's living at his best friend shouse i see him less. this weekend was the best one that we've had so far. hes tired and doesnt feel good most of the time, but this weekend, true to his word, he went out with me everyday, friday saturday and sunday. it was good. i missed his arms around me.
- mom is back at my grandpas house and is just seeing david. U.G.H. i've told her that im done moving her from one place to another. that she needs to screw her head on before she starts moving from house to house when it convient for her. she understands.
- as for me i have more free time then ever. i need to use it to work out. go for walks. ride the stationary bike. knit.
- i am obsessed with ugly betty. thursday nights will be girl night at kristis. its been good so far. just a place to hang out with my lady and get away from life, if only for a few hours.
all and all i can't really complain. im still in debt up to my neck. im still blub blub chub. im still tired all the time. but things are looking up. im ready to get on with life. i'm just waiting for everyone else to stop needing me as much.
- I am still at bold chino. i still hate it. im about to go into a 2 hour staff meeting with just me and allen. and my yearly review is due by the 15th. haha. that should be interesting considering allen wasnt here for 6 months. he really isnt that bad. and in all honesty im here because it provides the flexibility i am loooking for in a job. with mom dad and matt and grandma, i need to be able to take off when i wwant, wear jeans everyday, and watch ugly betty and messa round on the internet all day. as long as i get my work done. which is no problem most of the time. except for calls. i hate doing calls. ugh.
- i am still at home. i got a queen size bed that used to be my moms and then was matts for a while. its cool. my room is a perpetual mess. i need a dresser like really bad.
- i took a second job. im being paid by the state to help dad do the stuff that he can't really do that well any more. mostly pick things off hte floor, lift heavy stuff, do laundry, cook, clean, set up the bathroom for his showers. $9 an hour to clean my house and help my dad isnt bad. the bad part is the 33 hours per week that it takes. that plus 37 hours at bold, im fucking exhausted. but its okay. it sjust for right now.
- my eyes are really tired.
- matt has been out of his moms house for over a month now. blissful i must say. its hard at the same time. since he's living at his best friend shouse i see him less. this weekend was the best one that we've had so far. hes tired and doesnt feel good most of the time, but this weekend, true to his word, he went out with me everyday, friday saturday and sunday. it was good. i missed his arms around me.
- mom is back at my grandpas house and is just seeing david. U.G.H. i've told her that im done moving her from one place to another. that she needs to screw her head on before she starts moving from house to house when it convient for her. she understands.
- as for me i have more free time then ever. i need to use it to work out. go for walks. ride the stationary bike. knit.
- i am obsessed with ugly betty. thursday nights will be girl night at kristis. its been good so far. just a place to hang out with my lady and get away from life, if only for a few hours.
all and all i can't really complain. im still in debt up to my neck. im still blub blub chub. im still tired all the time. but things are looking up. im ready to get on with life. i'm just waiting for everyone else to stop needing me as much.