New stuff
So today was a good day. I didnt have to be at school until around 11:20 and that was nice... Had a pretty quick day, I worked out with Shlee, and now I'm home. I got a job at the Timber Creek Golf Course (Beer Girl) lol yup, that'll be nice I think! But just incase I'm still lookin around for something that may be better. We'll just have to see. No more softball :) :( I'm happy and I'm sad all at the same time. I guess I had to grow up someday right? LOL.. Ya yesterday I went and got my cartilage pierced... that was fun... I just got back from the grocery store. I went to get new smoothie stuff. ( bananas , pineapple, coconut milk, strawberries...) I'm a smoothie freak these days. < oh, ya while I was at the grocery store I saw this guy named Deon. He's like a mentally Handicapped guy. He waved me down and was like hey girl, and i was like hey deon. Then he asked if Rob and I were still together. And I was like ya we are... Then he was like ya well I was talking to Robert's dad in his front yard the other day and I asked if the two of you were going to college together, and Rob's dad said God I hope not. Then Deon said, " Girl why Rob's daddy dont like you none??" I was like um, I always thought that he did. Deon isnt the type of person to make things up and lie, he has no reason to do that.... So I started to walk away, and he said that Rob's dad would prolly be happy if we broke up.. So ya, that was just wonderful to hear. I kinda felt like his dad didnt think much of me this whole time, but I didnt know for sure... Well now at least when he looks at me I know what he's thinking... Rob is a really good guy, and mabye its best that we dont go to the same school... I mean I wouldnt want to hold him back. I think that his dad just thinks that i take up too much of rob's time, and I'm messing up Rob's chances at getting out in the world... Well, I'm gonna start spendin a little less time with him, and see if that will make his dad happy. I dunno, it really hurts my feelings, but I know that Deon wasnt lying.... Well... The way I see it, is that if Rob is destined for greater things in life... I'll let him go... and let him be happy, and make his dad proud of him... I think that Rob could easily do better, and I KNOW his dad thinks that... Just waitin on the day that Rob realizes it and moves on... Wow, that will be a toughy... :( But he deserves the best... Okay, I'm not talking about this anymore, bc its really kinda personal, and I dont know why I'm talking about it... I guess bc I can't talk about it to anyone else but Emily..... And she's working.... i dunno.... I'm gonna go clean and do some more sit ups .....
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