May 25, 2005 12:42
Wow, It has been months since I have written last. I'd like to say it's because I have been so busy lately, but that would be a huge lie. My life has pretty much come to a skidding hault. There is nothing going on. Work is shitty, it's been very slow and I'm not making much money right now. Of course I go out most nights, but it just seems to be the same pointless sit and drink nights. As long as basketball season is still in full swing, all my friends want to sit and drink and watch the game. It sucks. I feel like I'm not doing anything at all anymore.
Yesterday I got my hair lightened up a little and in about a month I'll go back and get it completly done. My new stylist is awesome. Her name is Jessica. A friend of mine works with her and referred me to her. She did my hair and then we just talked about shit, went out to her car and listened to music while my hair dried. It was pretty cool. Well after all that I went to houston to meet emily at the cheesecake factory. I had been craving avacado egg rolls all week. So I finally got them. It was nice haha. We were sitting in a booth and there was a man eating alone next to us. Now looking back I'm pretty sure he listened to all of our conversations. And some of them were not nice... We had a little male bashing convo in there somewhere, and then things about what the "perfect" man needed to be like, so ya... pretty sure he prolly didnt like listening to all that. Haha... We after that we went to victoria's secret, bc when I am in a bad mood, i buy new underwear and sometimes I feel better lol. It seems pointless to buy anything there though, bc everything on their website is cheaper. So I think after work i will come home and do a little shopping online. lol... Then we went to armani and then to new york and co., but the galleria was closing so we didnt get much shopping in. So then I just left houston and came back home, to sit here.... and then finally just went to sleep. Very boring night. Ew!
I'm off Thursday and friday so hopefully I will have something to do with those days off. I will most def. be going to the gym in the morning bc i feel like a whale. I've been slacking as far as working out goes. I just si here all day lol. Well, my girl Steph is getting married in July and her sister and i have been planning the bachelorette party. I think we will have a good time ;) I'm waiting on the bridesmaid gowns to come in, bc i have a feeling its gonna be a little long, and I either need to get it altered a bit, or get some really tall shoes lol. Anyways....
Lets see what else... My ex bf is back in town for the summer. I think i had a 2 minute convo with him on the phone and either there was a scew loose in my head or perhaps i really am as cold hearted and psycho as he says, bc i just went crazy. He was just calling to talk and say he was back in town and I was a hateful little bitch to him. I dunno what the hell my problem is... But ahhhh! I was on a date the other night and he kept sending me "feel sorry for me texts" I think thats why I just didnt have any patience for him when he called, bc i'm tired of this juvenile bs. I know he has a hard life, but is it necessary to try and bring me down bc i am some what content with the things in my life? COME ON NOW!!! He sent me a text the other night and it was like , "Be careful and have fun. I'm glad that you found something that makes you happy, I'm officially poor white trash." <<<< Okay , what the flying fuck? First of all, you are NOT happy for me, Second of all... You arent in Highschool any more... get a fucking job and take care of the poor problem... But as far as white trash goes, you make yourself trash, no one else..... I would never say that he was, but if he wants to place that label on himself, then he can have it... Fucking stupid. I am not gonna talk to him anymore... He makes me miserable, and I know I do the same to him. Its very destructive and i'm not subjecting myself to that anymore. the end of robert.
A few thoughts up there ^ I mentioned that i had a date. Yes, allow me to elaborate on it. I have been seeing this guy named Nick. He is a bartender as well, and a very pretty one at that. We've gone to movies, and out to eat, and out to drink, hung out with friends, watched games together, stayed in together, gone swimming, gone bowling, gone to see bands play... all kinds of stuff, and this is only over the course of 2 weeks. So I am impressed. The thing is, neither of us wants a bf/gf right now. So I'd say we're just without a title. I dont want anyone calling me and asking where I'm at, who I'm with and so on, and I know he doesnt want that either... We've known each other for a long time, so its not like we are strangers to each other. So we decided to continue seeing each other, and see where we end up. We arent seeing anyone else, so I dunno, its a weird little scenario, but it works for me right now...
Alrighty, well I gotta get ready for work now.... Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
Much Love
Kristi Kaye