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i am feeling like the relationship i am in is going to have to end very soon.
parts of me are excited at the new freedom and possibilities that will open up.
but other parts are terrified.
and as always questions of money are there and the weight of raising the kids by myself.
so hard to think about walking this path with out a partner to lean on and even carry me sometimes
i just dont know if i am that strong . . . but then i guess i have to be huh.
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despite all this there is happiness in my life
nick and i both got parts in a local play
and i am looking forward to the joy that acting gives me and to sharing that with my son.
parts of me are excited at the new freedom and possibilities that will open up.
but other parts are terrified.
and as always questions of money are there and the weight of raising the kids by myself.
so hard to think about walking this path with out a partner to lean on and even carry me sometimes
i just dont know if i am that strong . . . but then i guess i have to be huh.
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despite all this there is happiness in my life
nick and i both got parts in a local play
and i am looking forward to the joy that acting gives me and to sharing that with my son.