i never know what's wrong
So, today overall was an okay day... i just hate it when i bottle something up inside of me and it puts me in a bad mood... see for the most part i hate to fight or argue... so i just dont deal with something and then im in a bad mood all day... but you know what im weird and im sometimes annoying and a mostly just an attention hog... im the kind of person doesnt understand how someone could say they love someone eles but when that person comes up to you to be affectionate, how could you trun them away?? i dont know... all i know is i dont like fights because there are no winners really... and i cant keep bottling stuff up inside me, becuase thats how things build up and put me ina bad mood.... and later i never know what's wrong with me and why i act the way i do... i guess i just want to have my feelings aknowalged and not just attributed to me being crazy...