A little bit of nothing; Everything.
How can it be that there is nothing going on in my life, yet everything is?
Its like, I'm here, I'm bored to death, Yet EVERYTHING is going on?!
I have my college portfolio that I'm working on (With all my flash scripting, art work, and other computer related "thingies"), I have work (Which I hate, most of all cause my favorite manager no longer works in the same building), trying to keep in touch with friends (Movies, dinners, just a chill'en), and preparing for college crap and trips in the summer (Fun stuff like places that are warm... ALL YEAR LONG). YET IT ALL SEEMS SO EMPTY!? I just find it funny... Its like being in paradise and not tasting what it has to offer cause you’re sitting on your hands, or some such stuff as that.
I guess things seem so blank now cause I'm seeing things for what they are, who they are and the likes. I started meditating once again not too long ago, why I ever stopped I know not. I picked the bow up again broke most of my arrows after an anger session. . . (Wood beams + Arrow = Gr...) Picked up the sword again... but no one to spar with.
I love my film and lit class... arguing my point has always been fun, Cat chat is a way I can really get a debate going. I guess everything is alright, its just I hate everything, yet at the same time love it. What an odd setting I'm finding myself in. Odd indeed.
-Kara