Bleh-life.
It's been about a bajillion years (or 5 months) since my last post... Basically life's been a drag. If it wasn't so painful then I wouldn't have such a hard time getting around it so I can lose myself in online stuff. College apps have been killing me. The idea that your life has to be summarized down into a few forms and 1000 words is just... impossible. And, of course, knowing that if you fuck it up then the rest of your life is just shit shit shit. Or so your parents tell you. It's really a mathematical equation for hell on earth.
Anyway, in the time I've been away I have...
... gotten a job. So now I can support myself. And therefore go further into debt when I see sales everywhere.
... decided what I want to do with my life. Bio/Psych. Something in that area.
... gone through and overcome a rough patch con mi novio. (It's crazy. I know that if I just go back a few entries I can see my first one about meeting him. Has it really been a year and a half, almost?)
... passed all the classes I need to graduate.
... totally abandoned graphics making. For now.
... totally ignored my writing. For now.
... totally ignored TV in general. For now.
But that's all the light and fluffy stuff. The actual reason I haven't been alive really is because one of my friends almost isn't. Summer parties are... so overrated. Especially when people INSIST they can drive when they damn well know they shouldn't after drinking. Anyway, a close friend of mine was in her car driving and some drunk idiot backs out of a driveway and into her. She broke her arm and the lacerations were nasty, so I hung out with her all the time with Sex and the City and Friends DVDs to cheer her up. Mostly we bitched about life, of course XD But, before you know it--POOF! Summer's over. And it's back to the ninth circle of hell for us seniors.
(From my disjointed writing you can tell that I haven't been getting much sleep. Ah well.)
Hope everyone else is OK, and sorry I've lost crazy touch. I'll get back--promise--as soon as my private applications go out into the world.
Anyway, in the time I've been away I have...
... gotten a job. So now I can support myself. And therefore go further into debt when I see sales everywhere.
... decided what I want to do with my life. Bio/Psych. Something in that area.
... gone through and overcome a rough patch con mi novio. (It's crazy. I know that if I just go back a few entries I can see my first one about meeting him. Has it really been a year and a half, almost?)
... passed all the classes I need to graduate.
... totally abandoned graphics making. For now.
... totally ignored my writing. For now.
... totally ignored TV in general. For now.
But that's all the light and fluffy stuff. The actual reason I haven't been alive really is because one of my friends almost isn't. Summer parties are... so overrated. Especially when people INSIST they can drive when they damn well know they shouldn't after drinking. Anyway, a close friend of mine was in her car driving and some drunk idiot backs out of a driveway and into her. She broke her arm and the lacerations were nasty, so I hung out with her all the time with Sex and the City and Friends DVDs to cheer her up. Mostly we bitched about life, of course XD But, before you know it--POOF! Summer's over. And it's back to the ninth circle of hell for us seniors.
(From my disjointed writing you can tell that I haven't been getting much sleep. Ah well.)
Hope everyone else is OK, and sorry I've lost crazy touch. I'll get back--promise--as soon as my private applications go out into the world.